Oh gah…I have a need for my xanga right about now…

I went walking with Sam at Grayson and Tiffany and Eric showed up. Tiffany threatened to beat me up, lol. Yeah she was like crying and she was dragging Eric along like he was on a leash…She said ” I told Eric that he’s not ALLOWED to be friends with you anymore ” blah blah blah. She told me that Eric was only friends with me cuzz he felt sorry for me and all this jazz. I was in such surprise that the girl would randomly show up like that that I said barely three sentences!!! I was so MAD that I didnt say stuff right then cuzz I had a million words to say when she left. I mean…..Sam and I were in such shock that we didnt know what to do…so she says I can’t speak to Eric ANYMORE and all this jazz…We both are in need of your prayers cuzz we’re “all shook up” mm mm mm! haha! Yeah, she made me VERY mad!! She said the S word!!! haha.. Sam and I like screamed around and talked for hours and I think I cried out of shock..then I laughed like a crazy person…and I just had fun with it all. Eric was friends with me cuzz he felt sry for me..you know how PATHETIC I AM!!! HAHAHA!!! TIFFA DOESNT KNOW THE HALF OF IT!!!!!!!! I INTRODUCED THEM! HAHA..LOOK AT ME!!! IM SOOO PATHETIC! I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS!! Guess what Tiffa! Guess what ERIC OLDEN!! I’M NOT GONNA CRAWL UP AND DIE NOW!!! I’LL BE JUST FINE!!!! HAHA YEAH I WILL! I’m above all your CRAP..not the S word like you and your DIRTY MOUTH said!!!! Maybe it was for the best…I dont needa be caught up with people who are gonna be like that! First of all I was just mad at Tiffa!! Now i’m mad at Eric because he’s being SUCH a coward!!!!! IF HE WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING…HE SHOULDA SAID IT!!! Ya know what…i’m sooo not sad anymore. IF YOU READ THIS ERIC AND YOU WANNA SAY ITS ALL TIFFAS FAULT…NOPE. I WONT BREAK DOWN…BC YA KNO WHY?? YOU’RE SUCH A FRIGGIN LIAR AND A COWARD!!!!

SO now….*smiles*..guess what!! NEWS FROM OLD BETHEL! We’re gonna make a family LIFE center!!! YAY!! It’s gonna be bigger than Grayson’s and its gonna have sleeping quarters for visiting preachers!!! HOW GROOVY!!!!! hahahha!! im sooo excited!

(((((Sometimes the night starts closing in
And I’ve lost my way home again
I’m running out of places I can turn
Enemies on every side
Not a friend around for miles
That’s the time it really starts to hurt

PRE-CHORUS:
Beat me up and drag me down
I’ll never be afraid

CHORUS:
I will hold my head high
Lift my hands to the sky
Rise above all who try to bring me down
I will hold my head high

I know you said it’d be okay
Sometimes I question just the same
I wonder if my problems are too small
Then I look back and realize
All your pain and sacrifice
Oo, and how you suffered for us all))))) –Third Day