ok ERIC…..you know what? you made me VERY upset. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY! Did you much care? I dunno. Honestly, i’ve been thinking and praying and I know I was as much in the wrong as she was!!!! I am just gonna stop talking to ANYBODY about my feelings because SOMEBODY is gonna go crazy! I didn’t ever talk about tiffany behind her back to my friends…i told them that she hated me and I told them the whole problem AFTER she griped at me ( since you think we’re gonna magically ‘talk it out’ )  YOU THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You and Tiffa both needa get your FACTS STRAIGHT before you gripe at ANYBODY ELSE!!!!!!!!! OK?? I can jump down your throat all I want because I HAVE A RIGHT TO! I WAS NEVER ANYTHING BUT NICE TO YOU AND YOU…..oh gah……YOU LET YOUR GIRLFRIEND…..TALK ABOUT WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND!! AND WHERE THE CRAP DO YOU GET OFF SAYING YOU WERE ONLY FRIENDS WITH ME BC U FELT SORRY FOR ME??? WHAT THE FREAKING CRAP FOR MAN? IM NOT HELPLESS, IM NOT LONELY…THERES NO REASON YOU SHOULD FEEL SORRY FOR ME!!!! If you wanna take up for her-you go ahead……it shows how down right low you are.

NOW….for TIFFA: I apologize from the depths of my heart for talking about you behind your back. I know it was wrong and i’m in the wrong as much as you were yesterday. As if you didn’t know, i’m human and I fall just as badly as anybody else. I’m not the best person in the world..I do apologize for that…I didn’t know I was saying anything that would hurt you…I just thought i’d tell my friends the problem and how much you hated me so I hated you back. YOu know for a fact I never had a problem with you until you had a problem with me and thought I was after your boyfriend…. CAN A GIRL NOT BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY WITHOUT WANTING HIM?!??!?! GAH! IM SORRY, OK? I never meant for any of this to happen…but it still gives you no right to tell Eric who he can and cannot be friends with nevertheless……

ERIC…im so fed up with this crap. ESPECIALLY YOU EMAILING ME WHEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLEARLY SAID FOR US TO NOT SPEAK TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YA KNO WHAT? MY MOM IS SOOO TICKED AT YOU!!!!! SOOOO TICKED!! AND MY MOM DONT EVEN GET MAD AT ANYBODY!! YOU FRIGGIN CALLED MY HOUSE AND ASKED MY MOM WHERE YOU WERE ALL INNOCENT LIKE AND THEN YOU CAME AND LET TIFFA GRIPE ME OUT……THAT IS SO WRONG!!!

AND DO YALL NOT REMEMBER ME CLEARLY SAYING I DONT CARE THAT YOU’RE DATING? I DIDNT GIVE A CRAP…I STILL DONT AND I HOPE YOU GET MARRIED AND NOT EVER HAVE ANY FRIENDS OF YOUR OWN!!! THE CATS!!! OH THE CATS! SAM…THIS IS WHERE THE DANG CATS COME IN!!! SO ERIC..YOU LISTEN HERE AND YOU LISTEN GOOD…YOU’VE MESSED UP BIG THIS TIME…I’VE NEVER GOT MAD AT YOU BEFORE BUT THIS IS WHERE I CROSS THE LINE! ABOUT 3 DAYS AGO YOU EMAILED ME AND TOLD ME YOU’D NEVER LET TIFFA GET IN THE WAY OF OUR FRIENDSHIP AND WHAT DID YA DO?!?!? HUH? YOU LIED!!!!! LIKE ALWAYS!!!! IM SO FED UP WITH PEOPLE’S LIES!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANT YOU TO TELL ME HOW YOU GOT OFF LETTING TIFFA TELL ME THAT YOU WERE ONLY FRIENDS WITH ME BC U FELT SORRY FOR ME!!!!!

SO NOT ONLY AM I DISCONTINUING MY FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND, IM DISCONTINUING IT BECAUSE YOU’RE A LIAR AND A COWARD!! OH BOY…YOU DIDNT SAY ANYTHING BC U DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY?!?! WHY DIDNT YOU SAY…HEY HILARY…I’M BETRAYING YOU BECAUSE I AM A LIAR!!!! BECAUSE I WOULDVE RESPECTED YOU MORE IF YOU WOULDVE DONE THAT!!!! YOU SHOULDVE LET ME DOWN ONCE AND FOR ALL INSTEAD OF DOING IT PIECE BY PIECE!! YOU KNOW I ADMIRED YOU FOR A YEAR AND A HALF!!!!

I understand perfectly how Tiffa felt-thats why I appologize. But thats not where it stops. Obviously, YOU…mr. im just friends with you cuzz i feel sorry for you- didn’t tell Tiffa everything you’ve said in my emails…im not the kinda girl to tell stuff on people….but if she bothers me again….i’ll let her read them ALL!!!!! AND YA KNO WHAT? YOU SHOULDNT THREATEN SOMEONE!!!!!

SO now…for everybody else…..i’ve had a lovely day and i’m going to have a lovely night..i’m not worried about Eric and Tiffany…but Leslie keeps telling me stuff she tells me to say….by the way…IM NOT A SKANK!!!!! I COULD BLACK MAIL YOU TO THE MOON ERIC OLDEN!!!!!!!! Yeah…it was a fun-o day. Megan and I talked some…well i’m gone…..goodbye! xoxo, hil*