I didn’t write yesterday…uhm..it was a good day. I havent talked to anybody really…I slept forever yesterday cuzz I hadnt been getting good sleep. We didnt have church last night so I ate pizza and went to bed! I read SOTTP and then started the third one…its the only thing good about today. People keep looking and me and smiling and I just halfheartedly smile back…maybe when you stop caring about one thing, you stop caring about everything. I hope not though…..it’ll get better.

xoxo, hil*