Wow, i got some stuff to say!! YIPPEE!!! After school, Sam and I went to Kayes and bought a keylime pie!!! (SO MUCH TROUBLE) lol we had to ask Heather where it was, LOL and the darn pie cost $6!!!! Sadness. ANYWAY, we stole some food coloring from Grandmother and came to my house! We listened to the keylime pie song and ate a piece! Sam couldn’t even get through the first piece but I loved it! Except for the MAJORLY lime bites!! it was GREAT!


After we were dyed green and the pie was in the fridge, I played with Ramsey while the family talked about random crap. FINALLY me and rachel and sam went to Francis’…EXPERIENCE, LOL. It was GREAT! So then I came home and watched the end of Hope Floats…*cry* and now i’m watchin Ron White and stuff! I apologize for saying “your mom and cheese” when I totally meant…tu madre es queso! well kisses 4 ya! xoxo, hil*


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“I just dont understand you sometimes” EXACTLY! Nobody really can..except Eric. He always saw through me-saw my true colors. and maybe Brad got me a little bit. He had a clue, i’d say. And I think Jonathan did for a while. “Now i’m guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor” I’m merely a freshman. But I still have feelings….I do I do. But nobody cares. Not the way they used to-Eric, Brad, Jonathan. Eric has been taken away…though he’ll never completely leave. Brad just drifted away..and Jonathan-well he decided he didn’t like me much anymore. Now people are too expectant. They want the “norm”. Well, i’m not normal and i’ll be the first person to letcha know. I’m not at all what you think I am. I’ll rise above your ungratefulness. I’m fed up with no thanx. No appreciation. Like I never did a thing. Oh well. I’m just another sunflower dancing in the wind..Dont cut me down. I need to dance…away from you

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  1. Thank you for the comment……I needed that hug! You’re right……it’s gets so hard sometimes, knowing that you’ve changed but people that you care about don’t like the changes.It’s especially hard when you’re changing for God. So….here’s a hug right back atcha!
    And just to let you know……………..I heart you for your abnormalness! Who else could I share boyfriend cookies with but you?

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