Wow, I have alot to say!!! First all, I’ll tell you about yesterday! I went to Sam’s after school and we went to the dentist and I read magazines! lol. Then we came back to her house and listened to the AOL Radio! SOOO GREAT! I ❤ Kid Tunes, hehe! Rachel scared us to death TWICE! lol. And then I went home and got online and talked to some silly peoples. I asked two people if they would still be my friend if I wasn’t Megans and they both said OF COURSE! So, I ❤ them now, lol!
Today: Took notes in first hour, Took notes in second hour, talked to Amy and Kirsten in third about being a whore!! LOL! At lunch, me and Sam sat with Dixie and Tiffa. Wierd !
OK!!!!!! NOW FOR THE DRAMA! lol I dunno why Megan should be mad at me in the first place because I didn’t run my mouth about her at all. I’m not like that. I don’t spread rumors and I don’t repeat secrets. (Unless i’m talking to Jeff or Sam, lol. BUT I DIDNT EVEN DO THAT!!!) Now everybody is hatin on me cuzz I supposedly did! The Mermaid from back in the Eric-O days thinks I’ve done Megan SO WRONG and im just like….what did I do? Gaah…help please! lol. Can’t you see the true colors? Please? I mean, ARIEL…..you dont even know me. You know nothing about me!!!!!
My mom keeps getting on my nerves, lol. I feel so bad for thinking that though. I’m like…gaah say something stupid. But I love my Mom so much! Uhm, i’m wearing these shoes that keep falling off my feet!! I need some new cute flip flops! SO, IM STAYING WITH SAM TONIGHT! It’s gonna be a SAM AND HIL WEEKEND!!!! YAAAAAAAY! We’re gonna talk about our first loves, our heartbreaks…and plot to kill the heartbreak-ers, lol. We’ll drink Sweet Tea n talk like lil old ladies!! and say tee hee. haha!!!!
WWW.WWUJD.COM that is supposed to be What Would Uncle Jesse Do from Full House, but i havent gone to it yet. *is scared, lol* HOLLY IS BACK!!!! So…I don’t look people in the eye anymore. Like Tiffa, Jessica Lucero, Megan…i dont look at ’em. And, I dont look at Heath anymore either…..im SO weird! lol.
IMMA MISS MY SENIORS!! WILL THE SENIORS PLZ GIMME ONE OF THEM CARDS WITH UR NAME ON IT????? PLZ!!!!!! lol. IMMA MISS ‘EM SO MUCH! *tear* I had a dream that four guys kept stealing candy from a store by a book store. I CANT WAIT TO GO WATCH JACOB PLAY BASEBALL!!!!! HIS TEAM IS PURPLE! It’s gonna be great! I miss the Ballpark a lot. I miss James, too. lol He hasn’t emailed me in ages!! DURNIT! lol I dunno why I say that.
So, rumors rumors rumors about Dock. I hate rumors. I hate people who run their mouth about crap that aint true. (SO WHY WOULD I DO IT?!??!?) I havent talked to any Monroe people in a while like Hooda, Karen…and all them, lol. I havent even talked to my family from out of Caldwell in a while! All of my conversations out side of Caldwell are Jen Jen!!! 🙂 Well, i’m gonna go……but comment comment comment!!!
BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY? BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY? GIDDY AND FOOLISH THE WHOLE DAY LONG BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY!?!?!
xoxo, hil* 
somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot. ..i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make youu smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that you can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties..not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. ❤ (HAD TO MAKE IT ALL PERTY COLORS, LOL)
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