Hey there. What’s kicken your way? I’m sittin here drinking some water, saving some pics, talking to Samantha. (Had to say Samantha cuzz only skanky people say Samantha! Not that im skanky of course!) Ok anywho…last night me and Sam went to Grandmother’s and visited with the family. Went to Duff’s and acted like spies!! And then some guys thought we were checkin’ em out and I was like DRUNKS!!! hahah. We told Mom the Megan story because Rachel said something about it and yeah. Then Sam told everybody Mrs Barrett stories and we laughed! When we got home we got online for an hour and then I took a shower and we went to bed really.

We missed Sunday School and were late for real church and had to sit with Katie’s parents!! Then I came home and went to Grandmother’s house…played a lil blasterball…ate a hotdog and tried to sleep but I couldnt! So I came home…almost died in the woods…and now i’m here writing. I’m kind of sleepy but sleep is gay!! So, i’m gonna leave you with some lyrics.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like shit
What it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life