Ok, hey, whats kicken? Ok its a lovely day really. It’s a day for miracles, lol. We did NOTHING in first hour and I listened to “——- slept with this girl and dumped her” stories from Lauten and Heather.. Second hour, I checked out a new book and watched School House Rock. I read and talked to JEff in PE. Chilled with Sam at lunch..*thinks somebody broke up* And I just went to take my pictures….BUT THEY WERE DOING GAY POSES SO I LEFT. NO MA’AM! I don’t take stupid posing picture. I refused!!! Who even does that??? DURN ‘EM ALL! If you want a picture of me, come take one, cuzz noo ma’am!

Well, last night was great. We went to Johnny’s with the church and Sam saw co-lon-el Mustard!!! LoL ! And yeah! It was great minus the Kylieness. But ohhhh well!!!! Will yall comment?

I love you and everything so! Be happy and all! xoxo, hil* I’m hoping to go watch Jacob play baseball tonight but who knows really. well bye here’s another quiz for silly people who wanna steal ’em!

I AM: happy i think
I WANT: to make sure of something!!!

I HAVE: GOT TO GO WATCH JACOB PLAY BASEBALL
I WISH: those pictures weren’t in a stupid pose
I HATE: that Megan has my sisterhood book

I MISS: everything being real and happy
I FEAR: I’ll always feel this way
I HEAR: the air conditioner and whatshername talking
I SEARCH: for ways to try to make things better!!!
I WONDER: what will become!!!
I LOVE: my friends so much
I ACHE: in my stomach. gah im hungry

I ALWAYS: worry!!!
I AM NOT: a whore, lol. I SWEAR IM NOT A WHORE!
I DANCE: when I’m on glue

I SING: all the time

I CRY: a lot
I AM NOT ALWAYS: on glue
I WRITE: too much
I WIN: when you lose, lol.
I LOSE: friends too much
I CONFUSE: everyone, even myself
I NEED: a 6 hour sleep nite, or more of course
I SHOULD: get over you!!!

x. father thinks Im never: respectful, smart, mature, responsible..i could go on

x. mother thinks Im: a good child….but troubled, lol.
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: if I had one, he’d think I was a princess. hehe (yeah im kidding)
x. makes you happy: being with my friends n having fun n laughing it up!!
x. upsets you: when people lie to me
x. you keep a diary: online and one private one for me.
x. you like to cook: chicken strips and mac and cheese, lol.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: besides Sam
x. you’re in love: with Jesus
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: last year
x. you bite your fingernails: all the time.
x. you believe in love: every day although it gets harder

Who is…?
the prettiest hottest male you know: LOL *could name too many people you know*

The weirdest person you know: HAHAHA…
the Loudest Person you Know: Me, lol. or Sam or Kylie
the Sexiest Person you Know: Sexy? “Oh he’s sexy.” Do I even SAY that? *ponders*
Your close friends: Uhm…Sam, Kylie, jeff, jessica alger, will, kaylin, brian..maybe..uhm…Eric
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Sam without a doubt

Most Boring Teacher: TOO MANY
2. Do You…?
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): 4..hehe
think/know you’ve been in love: nope, @ 1 time I thought I was, but no not really
want to get married: Yeah
have any tattoos/where?: No
piercings/where?: Ears
get motion sickness: havent in a decade
think you’re a health freak: no, not @ all
get along with your parents: more now than b4
like thunderstorms: yes so much/

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: the o.c.
Rob: ROB ESTES!!!!
Drew: barrymore
Stephanie: I dunno
Heather: uhm..the new chic
Aaron: in this book im reading
Amy: my cousin amy
Will: McCarty!
Paul: Shelton
Eve: the singer
John: Pope John
Lauren: Meredith
Alex: Alexandra
Dave: Dave? who even cares?
Justin: Morgan

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU…. )

CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? yes!
BOUGHT SOMETHING? a coke
GOTTEN SICK? nah
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID “I LOVE YOU”? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no..i need talks again you guys
MISSED SOMEONE? o yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? kind of. over gum. who does that?
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no, thank God

you’re over with.