Hey. I’m having a REALLY bad day. Yesterday was really fun..but then I got all depressed. And i’m still depressed. But i’ll be ok tomorrow no matter WHAT she does. Because tomorrow is for Samantha Anne!! So, I went to mah house yesterday and took a lil nap and then went to the AWANA store! I only had 77 bucks, lol. I bought a flamingo pen, a fake pirate telescope thing and A FOOTBALL LIGHT!!!! It ROX!!!! So my parents left and me and Sam stood around and talked to Seth, Logan & Reed…. Then Reed was….an idiot and hurt my babygirl’s feelings and she was upset and I was upset… But Omg….we played VOLLEYBALL with a BALLOON! UNTIL IDIOT LOGAN PAULEY POPPED IT!! HAHA! Wow, it was so funny though. So we sat around and talked and then Reed left so we left (haha…just like Me & a softdrink.) So we went to Popeyes! Me & Sambo! We got out of the  car and I was like “ooh..UBER CIGGERETTE SMOKE!! *chokes*” and the smokin guy said “oh its ok, i have one left.”!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! BEIN SMART WITH ME!!!!! SKANK!!!! haha. Well we ate and had a sad time and then ate ice cream cuz we were depressed lil girls. All I needed was some sweat pants. I went home and slept forever.

Today has been AWFUL!!!! I got to school and Kylie told me she didnt break up with him. So I went on a psychotic rage. You should’ve seen me first hour. I was HOLY MAD! Then I got sad and wrote Jeff a note cuzz I was about to cry…2nd hour we had a test. I made a friggin C. I have a 93 in that class so i have to take finals…..WHORE!!!!!! And I almost cried. So then 3rd hour we watched the end of A League of Their Own and I cried (much needed) and started How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days.  It was good for me to get into a movie because I was SO depressed.. Because I was still depressed, I ate ice cream at lunch. Katie cant come to the camp. Katie cant have a bday party here tomorrow. I’m so….mad/sad/angry/upset. KILL ME NOW!!!!!!

Leave me some uplifting words, PLEASE. I really need you guys right now.

I’m hoping Sam is coming to Monroe with me today. Who knows though because she’s not online. If she does come, we’re going to the camp afterwards to make sure it’s in tiptop shape. Who knows. My luck, everything else will fall down on mah head. I need Sam. I need a hug.

WHICH NUMBERS AM I TO YOU?
1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You’re funny
4= You’re cool
5= I want to call you
6= I want to hug you
7= You’re nerdy
8= You have good taste in clothes
9= I hate you
10= You’re boring
11= You’re lame
12= You have an awesome personality
13= You are the coolest
14= I don’t know you, but I want to get to know you
15= You’re my best buddy
16= I want to kiss you
17= You are so sexy
18= I want to talk to you more
19= I miss you so much
20= You’re special.
21= I will never lie to you
22= You mean everything to me
23= You’re beautiful
24= You make my day
25= I don’t know what I’ll do without you