Wow. Things are so stressful!!! But i’m enjoying every minute of everything! I really am! Thanks be to God! I just realized…..hey. God is gonna get me through all this. I’m just so excited about what is to come!

Yesterday was really fun…after school we went to Monroe with Mom and bought a blue jean skirt and a shirt for Graduation and then some strawberry margarita mix!! And we came home….

Me: “Jesus is gonna cry.” Mom:”Jesus is already crying. You’re talking about sex on the beach.” Sam: “I think Jesus likes sex on the beach.” Mom: “SAMANTHA!!” Sam: ” THE DRINK! I MEANT THE DRINK!” Mom: “thats sacreligious.” Sam: “THE VIRGIN DRINK!!” Oh, I love my Sammie!

After Monroe, I went to the camp with The Thompsons and that was great. I got two tours! One from Sam and then one more from her Mom! I love them Thompsons! When we were leaving, a spider got on my leg and I freaked out and then the lights went off and we all screamed!! Hahah! They were all scaring me and it was so fun!!!!! Then I went home!

“Yall are gonna have to teach me to dance like a nigger.” HAHA…lovely times.

Well of course, I’m not really going to worry about Kylie’s decisions because though I care about her, I can’t control her. She’ll have to learn from her mistakes. So many times I told Jessica Lucero “I told you so.” Well, all I’m saying is….don’t make it a joke. Don’t gripe about everything and then do the opposite. That’s two faced and that’s not right. I know you, Kylie Elizabeth. I know what’s gonna happen.

Today has been just fine. I watched more of How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days with my PE class…and now i’m sitting here. I better go though. Graduation is tonight and i’m sure I won’t write until next Monday. Life is SOOOOO crazy!

convo between me and cody howard…..

“Are you just alone? Or are you worried..or crying..or scared..or weak?” “Yup.” “Well, whatcha worried or crying or scared and all that about?” “Sam is graduating tonight.” “Well Sam is a grown woman now and she can take care of herself now…so don’t you worry your pretty little head about it.” AW!

Well lots of love. Prayers, please!!!! I love you!! xoxo, hil*

Yes, I’m a girl
But that don’t mean
That I will not succeed
So go ahead and hate on me
But I’m just where you wanna be
Yes, I’m a girl
But that don’t mean
That I will not succeed
So go ahead and hate on me
But I’m just where you wanna be
I’ve got the power of the female