Ah, my head hurts like crazy. Mom says my eyes look weak..I don’t think it’s because I’m coming down with something though. I finally ate real food today..the first time I’d eaten real food since Friday night…and before that I hadn’t eaten since eh…wednesday or something. I talked to Sam on the phone today for a while…then I hurt her again by telling her something I did. I don’t think before I do things. I think about how I see it, but not about how she sees it. I’m horrible..but i’m not having a pity party.. That wouldn’t help anything. I have to get up and start over.. I’ve been thinking about why I hadn’t been eating and the same thing happens to me at Milldale…but this time it wasn’t for the same reason…Im not sure what it was though.

Did you know that Wednesday is Remote Control Day? Well, it is. And Thursday is Sky Day. So what’s everybody doing for July 4th? I’m not sure yet. Year before last, we did fireworks at Aunt Dana’s because Coty and Monte were here! I don’t really remember last year! Well kids…I better go. I’ll ttyl…send me a text…or comment…leave me some encouragement! Tell me you love me! hehe. XOXO, Hil*