So wow..

Rach picked me up from drivers ed and we came to the house for a lil while until we got hungry and then we went to town. Rach talked to Dock the whole time and blah. We went up to Video Giant and got The Phantom of the Opera & The Upside of Anger. We got a pizza and came home and ate and watched The Phantom of the Opera but I fell asleep because I was so tired. It’s really freakin’ good though so I’m gonna watch the rest of it tomorrow. Wow, it’s great though. It’s gonna be one of my faves, I think! So now I’m just sitting here talking to Sam. I’m going tomorrow to get Tommy & Danny pics! Yay! Aren’t you excited? lol Well, okay..time to go! Love to you all! xoxo, Hil*

In sleep
he sang to me,
in dreams
he came . . .
that voice
which calls to me
and speaks
my name . . .
And do
I dream again?
For now
I find
the Phantom of the Opera
is there –
inside my mind . . .

–edit– yeah its like 1 am and im crying about everything in the world…im so freaking emotional and i hate it. im losing friends left & right and im just like WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!? Do I drive people away? Do I hold on too tight? What IS it?