Wow, the devil has really been working with me this week. First, Sam & I were fighting a little bit. Then, they upset me with my pictures. I’ve been fighting with my parents. They took my cellphone away because I talked back. Now, nobody wants to go to Life University. I really need Life University this year…I need to hear some good preaching. And I think I’m going to get alot out of it. But the devil is tempting me. Making me not wanna go because I’m scared I’ll be alone there. I hate sitting by myself. And if I end up sitting with people, I’ll be distracted by them and I won’t have Sam to go to the alter with me and be a good example to my lost friends. I’m scared I’m going to act up because of who I’m sitting with and I wont pay attention. I can’t do that…I need this week of Life Unversity.

There’s some personal issues I’ve been dealing with lately and it’s been hurting…blegh. Just pray for that. Anyway, I would love to go to Mt. Pleasant but I can’t skip out on LU because I think that’s what God wants me to do. Maybe, i’m gonna hear something at LU this week that I really need to hear. Or maybe this is all just me and I just WANT to go to LU because of the past years. Idk, i’m really confused. But honestly, I really wanted to go to Mt. Pleasant this week.

I went tonight and it was..so good. Mr. Keith preached a WONDERFUL sermon..Trevor got up and did a lil bit of drama, too. Reed n Saw sang and it was gorgeous. Some man (Reed said his name was Jerry, lol) sang a song about being rescued and I almost CRIED. I just..wow, i’ve been so depressed this past week and I’ve been so totally away from God. I’ve been unfaithful because I’ve been ungrateful. But HEY, I’ve been rescued by JESUS CHRIST! Man, isn’t that AWESOME? Anywho…after the sermon, I hung out with Reed, Saw, Mrs Mary n Trevor lol. It was funny..Trevor talked to me alot. We all talked about getting my haircut n Saturday Night Live and how I was gonna go live with em and Reed was comin to my house..and my mom said “how much do you EAT?” ahah it was hilarious. It was so fun just sittin there fellowshippin with them..christian fellowship is the greatest. =)

Just pray for me, please. I need it…..thanks you guys. And pray for Life University! And be there if you can make it! I love you all…Jesus loves you! And so do I! xoxo, hil*