He didn’t ask. I think he wanted to….but we didn’t have enough time. My mom came and got me too early…and we weren’t ever alone for him to ask. I think i’m going to go cry now.

Just to fill everybody in….I stayed with Jessica on Sunday night. I met some great people. K-RIS (ha), Aaron, Tyler, Megan, Kayla, Daisy! N umm…ethan. LOL You guys just don’t know. It was flippin awesome. I LOVE them sooo much! Well anyway, we hung out until like 10:30 or 11 on Sunday night…just chillin n being AWESOME! Mrs Vickie went n got us all slushies n we were just pimpin n all! woohoo. I had the best time!!! (Except when we thought we were gonna have to yell “RAAAAPE!”)

Me n Jess stayed up til 3 just talkin about Aaron & K-risss..(ha). “ARE YOU SERIOUS?” (loooooove.) We woke up at 9…got all ready n the guys came over about 1 or so. We listened to some awseome music n played cards!! But they quit battle n I was sad-lol. I SOOOO SKATEBOARDED!! Okay, Aaron held my arm and pulled me around…but I sooooo did. And then once I fell off…n they all died out laughing!

Tons of ppl came over last night for our “labor day gettogether” (mom wouldnt let aaron n them come over) So I hung out with Haley & Kylie….kinda ignored them a lil bit cuz I was so….sleepy and stuff. I went n took a shower….then went to sleep. Jessica called me at like 9 and I talked to Aaron…..he said they were leaving Thursday to go home when they planned on leaving in November. So I cried….and I didn’t stop….until like….2 am. I cried everytime I woke up…I layed in my bed listening to # 16 on my HIM cd on repeat n crying…. I felt horrible inside..plus, Im sick!

School sucked today. I was SO depressed. I didn’t do CRAP. I was so confused and nervous. We got outta school and went n visited Jessica’s great grandma in the hospital and stole rubber gloves!!!! THEN…her great grandpa CHANGED MY NAME TO HUN -LOL…so hilarious. We got home n hung out with Aaron, Tyler & Megan. I LOVEE them 3! they’re soo my favorites. Megan cried like 3 times, lol. And Aaron was being horrible to her!! So I tried to kill him-lol. We all kept throwing the ball at each other..i almost hit jessica in the face…like REALLY hard…n we all DIED….hahahaha.. Me n Aaron sat on the ground while Jessica, Megan n Tyler ran around putting ice in our shirt and throwing it everywhere. (Yep, i started the ice war…& the cheezit war…) Megan “planted flowers” and made me all ICY! haha.. Awww when I showed up today, she gave me the BIGGEST hug!!! I was like AWW MY BABY GIRL! I really don’t want her to leave…..her n Aaron can stay forever. THEY CAN SO LIVE WITH HILARY! lol

But he didn’t get to ask me if I liked him…..bc we werent ever alone or w/e. Maybe he’ll call me later. Or maybe he’ll ask me tomorrow if I see him. *PLEASE TONIGHT*

WILL: I don’t much like pizza anymore, but cheese, I guess.

Dawn: 1. church camp 2. umm HIM-lol. Or…Relient K 3. Oh where to start. Walked down the highway at 6 am singing ‘if u like pina coladas’..ok im kidding-but thats all i can think of at the moment. 4. Ummmm not long 5. No boyfriend. Yes Crush…a biggg crush. 6. to grow up n be a good wife, mom n adolescent psychologist! YES MAAM. Yep, i do love you !!!!!! silly girl lol

ASH: 1. No ma’am. 2. No way. 3. Totally. 4. NOOOOO!!!!! lol 5. YES! 6. YOU BETTER!

JORDAN!: 1. NOOOO BUT IM SO GLAD YOU ARE! 2. YES OH SO MUCH 3.cry my eyes out n write…4. yessssss 5. yeah but i havent sent it! 6. Yep, don’t wanna leave it there too long.

Seth: 1. Aaron Smith! 2. Im perty country. 3. She’s unAmerican. 4. HAHAH I LOVE YOU!!!! 5. Hazelish. You’d say brown. 6. YESSSSSSS! LOL

Talk to you guys later. I love you all. Call me sometime.

Rain, Smurfs n Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

I’m in love with you
And it’s crushing my heart
All I want is you
To take me into your arms

–edit– i just got off the phone with him. Bad news: He still didn’t ask. He’s leaving Thursday to go home for good. Good news: He’s sooo calling me when he gets back home. I’m so tired of crying…I just wanna talk to him all night…and he still doesn’t know if I like him or not. Maybe now he just doesn’t care.