Aaron didn’t call me back last night…I was sad..but i’m ok. I wrote a poem today, you all gotta check it out!!!! ❤ www.xanga.com/ordinaryaintgoodenough

I tried calling Sam a bunch last night…I talked to Jessica on the phone for a while last night which was awesome. We’ve decided we wanna be…hmm..”Hippie drainer ex-sluts who are friends with that dude”…haha. Me & Jessica are awesome.

School….*sigh* First hour was hilarious cuz it always is..Disco Dan the Bowling Man wore a purple shirt. Carl still won’t talk to us. We didn’t get moved though…lol. And I think I did fairly well on that test. We walked in 2nd hour and we weren’t the last ones today!!!! YESSSSSSSS! And we talked about Aaron & them and it made us feel better cuz we got to laugh about memories..I didn’t do crap in Journalism…I have to write a book review tonight, though! Woo-hoo! Mr. Hillman’s class was…eh…ya know. I read during lunch…took a espanol test (did good) and then read..I’m reading The Wind Blows Backwards by the way..I completely FAILED a Biology test..i’m so serious, too. English II test was fine…<3.

I talked to my cousin Amber on the phone earlier! It was so awesome b/c I miss her so much. She was like well if you ever wanna talk…just call me. Awwee. I can play SIMS again!!!! YAAAAAAAAY!

Well I wonder if we’re going to Grandmother’s today but I kinda figure we aren’t so that pretty much SUCKS! It means I can’t talk to my family about Aaron-lol..yep, but i want to. Cuz I won’t be able to talk to him cuz i’m not calling him today and he’s surely not gonna call me. Can’t talk about him though cuz he’s not here to defend himself. I’m trying to make the place where Aaron broke the skin on my arm…a scar. ❤

Well love to JORDAN & DAWN FOR BEING AWESOME! hehe. I’ll talk to you cats lataz….comment! Rain, SMurfs & Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

REMEMBER TO CHECK OUT MY POEM!!!!! hehe.  

*hes gorgous.. but gorgous is an understatement. More like your startled everytime you see him bcuz you notice something new in a “wheres waldo” sorta way. More like you cant stop writing run-on sentences bcuz u cant even remotely begin to describe something or someone so incredibly, inherently a.m.a.z.i.n.g. More like your afraid that if you stare at him too long.. ull prove your friends right.. that y.e.s. your face will get stuck that way…. but you dont miind* <—that reminds me of the book im reading..and the guy in it reminds me of aaron sometimes