ITS FRIIIIDAY THANK GOD!!!!!!!

today was awesome.

*i*love*you*<3

Ok, so it wasn’t -awesome- but it wasn’t horrible either. I got all my junk turned in except for my all academic thing and I think i’m going to go cry now. But, Hilary isn’t gonna cry over stuff she can’t change…NO MO! hehe..OMG…CARL WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE TODAY! Plus…he was mean to me. The pep rally sucked. I’m done talking about school ‘cuz it sucks.

I am glad it’s Friday though. I wonder if I’m doing anything. Maybe me ‘n Jessica should stay together and have our depressed party…Actually, just the thought of walking in her yard at this very moment makes me wanna burst into tears. I’m so not over it all yet. I thought I was…but I’m definitely not. I still sit around and wonder…”will he call tonight?” It’s not just him, though. It’s all of them…It’s everything about them.

Life’s not always rainbows ‘n butterflies, xoxo, hil*

Thanks for all the comments. They’re great.<3

–I hate you because you make me feel this way.. But I love you so much.–

Im that girl that sits back and watches her break your heart, the one you come crying to when your world falls apart, the one thats there for you no matter how many times you screw her over, the one who will always be your friend….<3

im still thinkin about you

I’m sorry that you don’t like the
person I’ve turned out to be
but you need to realize
that I’m o n l y being me

I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I’m fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren’t mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn’t have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you’ll be there
 ^^^ i’ve always thought that was gorgeous<333

Did you realize that when people say “You’ve changed!”, it’s only because you’ve stopped living life their way?