Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in
Hey kids. It’s been an uneventful day. I didn’t get any mail in my mailbox today. I sent Dawn’s letter off this morning, though! School was alright. The scales say I’ve gained 3 lbs which makes me wanna throw up…alot. ha Let’s see. I don’t even remember today. I just know… I don’t know what I’m talking about. I’m sleepy, too. I stayed up ’til midnight last night on the phone with the Samantha. It was the 2 year anniversary of the first time I spent the night with her. Also, if it wasn’t yesterday, it’s one day this week that 10 years ago, OJ was aquitted! hehe..”Drink apple juice, ‘cuz OJ will kill you” Awwww.
I fell asleep in Mr. Hillman’s class today..which scared me, but he didn’t say anything. *yawnssss* My parents are totally against me painting my room black. “That’s a devilish color.” Ugh, that’s a devilish assumption. It’d be so calming, I’m really hoping. Anyway, I’m not being made to go to the Edge of Madness this weekend, but I gotta go NEXT weekend, so i’m still freakin’ about it. Bluh.
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. –Nelson Mandela
I still don’t know what I’m gonna be for Halloween. You know, I’ve been thinking lately..dwelling on the past….wishing the past was the present..you know. But I found a quote earlier that was like WHAM BAM so true.
I can’t go back to yesterday, because I was a different person then. –Lewis Carroll
Well, I smell broccoli, so it’s time to go eat. I think i’m like….dehydrating, too. I’m so thirsty. Well, talk to yall laters. Hope you’re all doin’ good.
Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, xoxo, hil* 
when everything in life is just.. so boring
and I can’t wait untill something happens.
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you (ooh..)
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
‘Cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
There’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
But take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that’s what I’ve gotta face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There’s so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
But take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that’s what I’ve gotta face
Take a look at me now
I’ll just be standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that’s a chance I’ve gotta face
Take a look at me now
she finally lets go of her fake smile & the tears slowly roll down her face as she whispers in the mirror “i don’t want to be me” <|3
Xanga 
Thank you! 😀
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that was 10 years ago!? gahhhhhh i feel old
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i did go to sleep early but i still didn’t get enough sleep. in fact i’m so tired my head feels like it’s popping out of my skull. grr!!! but anywayz i guess i’ll ttyl.
peace out
cait
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Your quote thing is my lj …thing
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