I slept all day yesterday. I’m talking slept all DAY. Until like 8:30 last night. Then I woke up and ate pizza..stayed up til probably 3:30..then slept til 1:30 today. It’s CRAZY. I’m sleeping, sleeping, sleeping. Then I got up and tried to make my old computer work and let me make some mp3s…and it was gay, so i’m just gonna burn it in the woods. ha. Anyway. then I looked at old pictures. Right now, i’m listening to awesome music. Well I was…now it’s Tim McGraw “Who Are They..” lol that’s an old Sam ‘n Hil jam from the days of going to Popeyes after Sunday night church. =) Ya gotta love the old days. Anyway. I wanna go fourwheeler ridin. Jessica called me earlier!! She was talking about Hilary Duff’s HIM jacket. I wanna burn Hilary Duff…lol here’s why. People from down south..think it’s funny to make Hilary Duff comments to me…like how I was named after her, i’m not as cool as her..or ya know..calling me hilary duff. It’s annoying. She needs to burn..especially if she has that pink HIM jacket.

I’ve been thinking….I gotta start caring again, so i’m going to be good at stuff again. I want my grades to be good, my festival piece to be FANTASTIC, i wanna go to AWANA and learn all my verses..I wanna help Aunt Dana with the kids and make them all love me. I wanna keep my room clean and keep the house clean for my mom. I wanna start being responsible. I really do. I wanna start my diet and exercising again. I wanna be consistant with my quiet times and be a good friend. I wanna be the friend that people run and talk to when they’re having tough times..I wanna start walking again at the park..learn the guitar, get my hair cut…face my fears…be NICE TO PEOPLE. I hate this barely getting by stuff and that’s what I’m doing with EVERYTHING. I haven’t been to church on Wednesday since summer. I haven’t practiced piano but once since like…last school year. I only clean my room so I can go places….I never do my homework. See. I’m SO starting up again. Right now. Make sure I do, mmk? You will, right? Hmm?

I’ve pretty much got out of going to the Edge of Madness next weekend. I’m supposed to be going to the lake with my church, but since me ‘n Sam aren’t….cheerful so to speak..she probably won’t go. Hey, I don’t like this. I think i’m gonna cry now. My mom just made me upset. She was like “blah blah and you and sam can do this and blah blah” and i was like..yeah we’re not..happy right now and she was like..well be happy. And i’m like yeah i’ll just do that. Sometimes it’s not me. REALLY. GOSH…

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you’ll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she’s in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

I’ve been getting some great cds lately. Green Day, a mix cd, a cd from Hot Topic, HIM, The Used..yeah I think that’s it. I’m supposed to be getting that Fall Out Boy cd again since it brokededed. I got a bunch of old NOW cds..hehe and the old Eminem cd..a random country cd…Eric’s supposed to be making me a random cd. Im talking random. Hanson, Spice Girls, Janis Joplin, Papa Roach kinda random! lol i’m happy.

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known you’d ever say goodbye
And now I’m glad I didn’t know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I’d of had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn’t I the king
But if I’d only known how the king would fall
Hey who’s to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I’m glad I didn’t know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I’d of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I’d of had to miss the dance

Well it’s pretty much time to quit talking. I love all the people that I’ve never met in person who comment me faithfully. You guys = the best. The only person I’ve met before who commented me last post..was Hooda! lol And she’s not from Caldwell either..lol But I love her!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL! SOOOO MUCH! You guys have a great night! Do something fun! Smile! Love the pants. Love your sisters. Love yourself. Ok, sorry..went sisterhood of the traveling pants on ya. ❤ *Comes out on DVD tuesday*

❤ Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, XOXO, HIL* ❤

Dancing in the moonlight
Everybodys feeling warm and bright
Its such a fine and natural sight
Everybodys dancing in the moonlight

We like our fun and we never fight
You cant dance and stay uptight
Its a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancing in the moonlight