itsa hinder post

You wear me out
But it’s all right now
Lets go home and get stoned
We could end up makin love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you’re mad at me

Sitting here…listening to Hinder…omgahh…im so in love w/ this band…

Why’d you go and break what’s already broken
I try to take a breath but I’m already choking

Today was great, I guess. Finished up that test…kinda sad. I love being in Mrs. Hilbun’s class. I miss my freshman year sometimes..so much. But…this year is definitely amazing. Mostly because of my friends making my classes unimportant.

Battered and bruised
Broken confused
It’s time we both knew
Can’t stop what I started
This time we both lose, lose
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you’d have it your way

I’m reading this book and they say the F word every other word. And while most of you know my opinion on color words…well, it’s just kinda interesting how everyone uses them SO much. Also…this whole book is about sex. And smoking weed. It’s a pretty great book, though. I know you’ll prolly all bash me for sayin’ that, but it’s…so great. It like..portrays these four teenage girls during their freshman and sophomore year. It’s really funny ‘cuz they’re always calling each other fat…and whores…and b-words. *hehe* And yeah, reminds me of my lil posse.

There’s nothing good about goodbye
I could swear I saw you cry
I always knew you’d wind up falling harder
There’s nothing good about goodbye

Well, nothing to update on really. My mom’s out of town..so I have to do the whole waking up on my own thing two days in a row. She’ll be home tomorrow night though! Yay! Well…Thursday, as of about 9:00 this morning, is Drug Free Day! haha…So..don’t do drugs on Thursday! (They’ll be waiting for you on Friday…)

I’ll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn’t care less what you think
Well I don’t have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can’t feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I’m gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don’t make things right
I’ll tell you one last time

–Hilary out.

I told myself I wouldn’t miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

***I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye***

Shes a casuality of all the pressure
That we put on her
And now weve lost her for good
Its such a shame shame shame
That our homecoming queen
Was alot like you and alot like me
And she never walked on water
Guess no one really saw her

Before I hung up the phone all I could hear
Was the dial tone ring in my ear
If I could go back in time
I’d say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can’t be saved if you can’t be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn’t even say goodbye

6 days ’til April is over! 8 days ’til youth revival! 10 days ’til Cinco de Mayo! 17 days ’til Hannah’s bday! 19 days ’til Mother’s Day! 24 days ’til Graduation! 30 days ’til SUMMER BREAK! (23 school days!) 40 days ’til Sam’s bday! 53 days ’til Rachel’s wedding!