Well, I told Sam I was heading out to bed…but then I started thinking about how much I needed to write in this thing..for my own safety. ..Seriously. Last year about this time (according to old Xanga entries), I was feeling about how I felt a little earlier. Like I’m not important and nobody cares about me. It’s a super stupid little thought, but it’s one that always comes back. The cause of it today was writing him. A certain person I just had to invite. But, I’m good. Really..I am. Honest. Another thing that was going on next week last year..was Life University. I can’t believe we didn’t have it this year.. This year of ALL years… when we’re so fired up for God. But also..I’ve never in my life been this excited about an Old Bethel revival. But I am SO excited. (Monday-Friday 7:00pm) It’s gonna be really wonderful and amazin’ this year. I keep thinking though..(the devil has had it out with me lately) that it isn’t gonna be amazing like we think because {{OLD BETHEL REVIVALS}} haven’t ever been oh-so-wonderful.. (‘cept that one time when Bobby Ray came) But then I stop myself from underestimating God once again. I’m having faith this year because of what I’ve been seeing the last few weeks. It’s astounding, I assure you. God is just moving..He’s SO alive in our church! I love it! So…Monday is my 16th birthday. I’m pretty much excited. I think we’re doing something on Friday. And we’re supposed to be going to Blue Bayou on Saturday, but who knows. I really hope I get to. And…we might do something with the youth on Sunday night. Not sure. And Monday is my birthday. So, yeah. Monday also starts revival. Everything is oh-so-busy. I forgot to mention San Miguels with Jessica Lucero & Will on Thursday night. We’re cool kids, I know it. So what have I been doing? I’ve been with Sam & Seth mostly. We went and visited Aunt Dana & Uncle Kevin the other night and that was eventful. We ate popcorn and talked and played video games. Fun stuff. I love them…I do so much. So yeah, just been at Sam’s a whole lot. Tanning & eating & running errands & fighting with Jacob. Been writin’ letters since like 6ish today. Fun stuff, lemme tell you. Im still not done. I have 11 more. *sigh* But God will help me!!!!! =] Anywho. I did get to see Jeff ‘n Jeska today. I love mah friends! AND I PICKED OUT SAM & SETHS GLASSES! I’m such the Motherly type. I can’t WAIT! haha You should’ve heard me with Coty today. And Sam’s gonna set her FARM ON FIRE!! WOOOO! lol. Well, I should probably head out. I needa be up early in the morning. But remember…NEVER FEAR..GOD IS HERE! 😉 Love yall!
I’ve had questions..without answers.
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Hey honey! Ahem..is there something funny about me setting me farm on fire? Don’t laugh..rude much? Oh wait..nvm..u can laugh since I’m like dislexic but not ..and I meant to say I’m gonna set my arm on fire! Oh gosh! I have had serious speach problems today man! lol And I’ve been writing everything you say in the letters. We’ve been setting out chairs go….You really should come cough….*sigh* lol But I am so glad we’re writing these letters! Seriously! We’ve invited like 20 somethin’ people! GO US! People are gonna have to sit on the floor! lol I will! Gladly! Thanks mom for picking out my glasses for me…”you look like you’re in college…” “well that’s good seeing as how I AM!” lol Fun stuff! Now Coty…..haha u are very motherly! It’s sweet! hehe “What would I do without my Hilary?” “Probably go into a lot of wrong doors” AHAHAHA I love how that’s like all randomness from today! Ahahaha YES! LoL Well~I’m going to have to rewrite Bobby Ray’s I think. I came home and read it and well….it didn’t sound very personal? lol Um yeah..so I sitll have to write all those letters I didn’t finish at ur house! YAY! All those letters i have no addresses for! yay! U know it wasn’t til ur post that I realized we didn’t have LU this year!And to think I was even talking about it today! But I just forgot-so much has been going on and everyting! I guess I thought we already had it or we were having it later. I didn’t realize it was time for it! Why didn’t we have it 😦 Seriously-when our youth is the way it is!? Ah well we’ll just have to remember everything happens for a reason and that reason is God. Maybe something is going to happen at revival that wouldnt have happened if we’d had LU! Maybe more teenagers will come to our revival this year? Which could be an open door for our youth group to start growing? Who knows? Well God knows. I’m sure everything will fall into place though and make perfect sense later on. Maybe not…anyway~I smell chicken strips and it’s 3 am and no one is cooking chicken strips-I need to go to bed. lol I love you! And don’t worry-you’re bday will rock! I promise! *smooches* I’ll comment ur blog tomorrow luv! I’m too sleepy right now to go thru getting on myspace and all that jazz. ttyl SMILE-ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!
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Aww I was gonna call u but I had decided to just send u a text and since u never sent one back I thought u didn’t have your phone w/u. I’ll call next time though. I PROMISE!!
❤ dAnIeLLa
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I’ll have to e-mail u it.
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