Wow…I was actually reading over my old entries from this time last year. Man..was I ever emo! Thank God that I’m a happy girl! 
Life is actually fantabulous! This week has been pretty cool. I haven’t really worried about anything..It’s like..I wake up..do my devo.. go to school and do absolutely nothing and then get home..get on myspace…go to youth revival…cram for tests..do my experiencing God..go to bed way too late and wake up way too early, lol. But now that youth revival is over (i’m pretty sad!) I can get some homework done and stuff. I just feel like church is SO much more important! lol. I even got to study a reasonable amount for Chemistry! And the tests I didn’t study for..got postponed. It was pretty awesome. I think God thinks church is more important, toO! hehe. By the way, definitely fell in love with two guys from One Way…<3 Me & Sarah are gonna share ’em!
I’ve been thinking -a lot- this week. I know, I know..what a bad idea! But it’s been good thinking, I reckon. Mostly about relationships. Seeing guys like Dusty from One Way just make me SO ready to find that good Christian guy that God has in store for me!! But I know I can’t be sooo anxious..I have to be patient. I always remember the thing I heard from Julie once..about looking at the sun and running into the trees. That has forever affected my life. Yay Jesus!
Well, church rocked hardcore this week. One guy got saved..and it was worth it! And it was really awesome praying at the alter with my brothers and sisters. I love my youth group -so- much. Oh yeah..one night this week..I felt really alone. I felt like none of my friends were dedicated enough..nobody would go to revival and I just didn’t understand…well..I went that night by myself and met up with Amber ‘n Haley ‘n Seth ‘n Meredith and everybody..and Jordan got up and gave a lil speechy type thing and I just realized how NOT alone I am! I have all of these Christians at my school with me EVERY DAY!!!! It’s SO comforting! ❤ I looove my JESUS!!
Enjoy yourself. These are the good old days you’re going to miss in the years ahead. —Anonymous
Well Im out! Remember me in your prayers! I love you all so much!
Xanga 
I love you so much my Hilary Marie!!!!! You are such an amazing Christian and I miss having you by my side 24/7 because not only are you my best friend and my sister-always and forever-even after we’re 70-lol-you are one of the most fired up Christians I have ever known. I love that you haven’t let your fire dim! I am so proud of you! I know when I’m alone or at least when I feel alone-I let my light get dim! And I have felt alone! Yeah I have Christian friends over here in Natchitoches too! But they just aren’t as strong as you and me are when we go pray at the altar every chance we get and sing so loud your voice starts to hurt and just are happy all the time because with Jesus -there is no reason to not be happy-u just cant help but not be-i dont have anyone here who is Jesuscentric every day or even every other day-sometimes I feel like I am the only one who is excited about God and how amazing He is-and I know that when I’m back home I have you by my side feeling the same way!! I miss you so much more because of that! Like I wish you could be here with me and I wish that I had more awesome Christian friends up here or that my Christian friends that I do have would get excited but at the same time….it just all makes me that much more grateful for such an AMAZING best friend/sister! I admire you sooo much and I am sooo proud of the woman of God that you are becoming!!! I love you soo soo much! More than you will ever know!!!!!! And your right about that whole Christian guy thing..I needa listen to that advice…I get anxious to find him too..but I know he is out there and God will bring us together in his perfect timing…because it’s all part of his perfect plan…and I just have to wait til God gets ready to start that page of my life ya know. Thank you for all that you are and all that you do!!!!!!! U have no idea how much you rock my socks my dear!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great day! *smooches*
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Remember to live a life worthy of the calling you’ve received. (Eph. 4:1)
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I LoVeZ my hil and her icons OH and her new layout : ) !!!! I remember when you told me that thing about looking at the sun and running into the trees too. Its helped me oh so much!! sO yAy. I’ll catch ya later!!!!!!!!!
❤ Daniella
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