So I took a big chance…

There is never a time or place for true love
it happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single, flashing, throbbing moment
* Sarah Dessen *

Oh, goodness. Everything is good. Life is beautiful. There ain’t no doubt that God’s been good to me. (Song I’m listening to at the moment. It’s Keith Urban. Yeesh.) But still, it’s true. I’m a very happy girl today. I know that there are some crazy things going on, but there -always- are. I’m really happy. I finally realized that God has control of this junk.

Today was pretty slow. Chemistry is confusing me badly. But I found out that I’m going to have an A on my report card in Chemistry AND in Advanced Math and I was definitely proud of myself for working this 6 weeks. ‘Cuz everybody knows I hate working at school. We’re doing some really easy law of sin and cos stuff in there and I actually get it. Sociology is still a joke and Coach Cross tried to make us WORK yesterday. He won’t be there tomorrow and I hope he really does have a test. … Spanish, Journalism, English, American History…nothing matters anymore. You need to email me so I can check it in Journalism so I won’t be BORED like always. noshoesgirl08@aol.com

I’m still hatin’ on a couple people and revenge is sweet even if Benjamin Franklin says its not. But, I’m being a good girl. hehe. Hrmmm..something to say. Yesterday, I was thinking about Steph and I IM’d her today and she had her baby on Friday and it’s the prettiest baby girl ever. I’m so excited and jealous!! hehe.

Well, I have church tomorrow and I promised JJ I’d be there. Plus, I have to be at school at 7:30 in the morning for bible study. Our youth group is so bizzare with their ideas sometimes. Hrm…we’re singing a song for the christmas play at church..It’s here I am to worship and joy to the world mixed…its CRAZY and high. Well, I’m out. I love you guys.

Rain, Smurfs & Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

Maybe that’s what I’m starting to realize
the pain is temporary, but the connections
we make, they last forever, & change our
lives in ways that we’re not even aware of
* Dawsons Creek *