Beautifully Broken. She’ll cut herself with diamonds, and hang herself with pearls.
Yesterday was superfun. We did lots of fun and even some illegal things! lol. We went and saw Hannibal Rising and Roy bought mine and Jeska’s tickets even tho he’s 16..he looks old! aha! So..the movie was pretty good! And we all 4 bought us some awesome sunglasses! Then we went to walmart and went CRAZY… and we visited some old “posse places.” ❤ And took fun pictures. Now i’m gonna put em on myspace and everybody will be telling stories about how we killed Old Blue Neathery and sacrificed her to the moon god. But oh how I loved returning to the Jaycee’s building…. and tromping through mud and dark alleys…I loved it. Plus, we had red bull..and WOOOO BUDDY! I didn’t get home until midnight last night b/c me, Jeska and Jeff went and visited JJ!! and jumped on his trampoline!! WOOOT!
Today wasn’t eventful..I sang Bobby McGee a few times and went back to JJ’s for like 5 minutes seriously. And now..it’s time for a rant.
I hate what emo has become!! I want to slap all people who think they’re emo and pretend to be emo..and say “i’m being so emo..” AHHH! EMO HAS GONE DOWN THE DRAIN! Emo used to be REAL..and POETIC..I was panicing! at the disco..before you knew how to panic! I LOVE Fall Out Boy and HopeIsEmo.. and I want the whole old Kaylin-Hilary-Jeska “we’re not emo..but so emo” sister stuff. ❤ lol. So…here’s to old times.
I hate myself,
more than I ever let on.
I’m burned out at 22.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I’ll die too young,
but I chose this cup that I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into.
But I couldn’t let out what I had to keep in.
I’m ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins,
that I’ve committed.
The blade to my wrist,
my head to the wall
and since I slipped on your love,
all I could do was fall.
But now you’re gone,
and I’m starting to see
that without your love
there isn’t a me…
Xanga 
This coming from the most pretend emo girl I know…*sigh* sometimes u make me sad. And then I want to cry but I try hard not to let people see my cry. I’m like Bobby Ray! WOOT! LoL
So I forgot what I came to ur xanga to tell u.
I think I was gonna tell ya that I heart u and that u should pray for me. For real. Cause I mean I never really ask you to pray for me like seriously-sometimes-but all in all it’s pretty rare that I ask you to really and truely pray for me. Because most of the times things aren’t so bad. BUT this time I really need you to pray for me like never before, like you R my sister and best friend and the best christian chica ever. I put lene on the prayer list this morning after church. Yeah me. But seriously-pray for her n me both. I really need you now. ❤ Mk luv u! I’m off like a dirty shirt!
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I love our epic adventure with the posse, it was some much needed time. When i said we needed this I didn’t only mean the red bull, we needed some crazy time with each other.
Speaking of the emo, I’m soOo buying the new Fall out Boy cd. aha, good emo times.
❤ the icons and quotes.
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I HATE NIRVANA.
AND IT DIDN’T SAY GLUE…IT SAID SCOTCH TAPE WHICH CAME OF A XANGA QUOTE SITE YO. SO ACTUALLY IT’S NOT A NIRVANA LYRIC.
AND I’M NOT EMO.
U HAVE NO IDEA………HAVE A GREAT DAY.
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