Blegh. Valentine’s Day. Pretty lame. But I got some stuff. My mom gave me a heart full o’ chocolate and some fuzzy pink flip flops from Avon. When I got in my car, my sister had left me a big teddy bear and the fourth sisterhood book!! Jeska burnt me her annual awesome Vday CD!!! I loved it. Jeff burnt me the Pink Floyd CDs I wanted..yay. Then, I got two balloons and stuffed animals at school from the parentals and mi hermana. And Cierra gave me some cookies and I got a Valentine from Nikki, Amanda, Jessica Girod, Cierra & Leanne. And Mr. Hillman gave us M&Ms!! It was all in all…good. I wasn’t in the best spirits all day…but it was nice. Coach Cross wasn’t there so we all hung out in the gym and I talked to Meredith, Jeff and Lucero and had fun.
After school, me and the J-kids went to Johnny’s and ate pizza and breadsticks..and had a fun talk. Last night, me and Jeff didn’t get off the phone until like 11:30 because we were having this convo about this one person who has been driving me crazy lately. It seems that EVERYONE just thinks that since I’ve changed friends..that I’m going to hell. Seriously. There’s this one person imparticular…who everytime I talk…I get “youre going to hell” looks. And it makes me ANGRY! Because that person..knows NOTHING about me! Sure, I’ve done some things that I’m ashamed of! WHO HASN’T! OHHH…that’s right. YOU. Because you HAVE NO LIFE. Just because I have a life and have friends..doesn’t mean that I’m a bad person. Sure I’m not as close to God as I was last year..but that’s nobody’s fault but MINE! And..I definitely think that God has a sense of humor! I mean..he MADE laughing..he made funny!! And I hate it when people think differently. God made happy..and GRR! Just because I don’t stay home all of the time and read my bible..doesn’t mean that I’m a bad Christian! So you should definitely stop with your condemning looks! HARRY POTTER ISN’T BAD! QUIT CARING WHAT I DO AND FOCUS ON YOUR OWN SINS! DANGIT!
*shrugs* Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco, cinco, seis! I miss the 90’s so much every day. I miss Matchbox and Green Day and Blink when they were cool…I miss grunge being alive. I miss Nirvana…..a lot. But I’m out. Gotta go read…I have a lot of that ahead of me to do. And i’m not doing my homework on Single Awareness Day. WOO! OUTTA HERE. XOXO, HIL* 
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Ah yeah-good times. I definitley remember. I miss those times. I miss those times so much. That was back in the day when best friends never went away : / Can we have a remember night? And call delilah and sing u look wonderful tonight and do all those silly best friend things.
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things will never be the same. they’ve already changed so much. i dont even feel like we’re bff anymore. i feel like we’re just two friends. 😦 It makes me sad. I miss my best friend.
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