Oh my goodness at the weekend.
Last night = I don’t remember much. For a completely sober child, I cannot remember a thing. There’s just something about brownies, incense, records and scary stories. The posse ended up in my car for like an hour or longer and we just lay there..and we told stories and tried to sleep and it was just fun. I lovve those kids a whole bunch sometime. Then, we went over to Jeff’s and NO idea what that even consisted of. I remember laying on the floor and being really cold and really warm at the same time. I remember Jeff switching records a lot and Jeska’s sunglasses breaking at the end of the night. I love the carpet and I love the heater. I love everything about Jeff’s house. Anyway, we left his house about 2..and got to Jeska’s but I dont know how we managed that. I woke up this morning in the most random clothes..lol. Fun times. And completely sober!
Today was halfandhalf. My mom made me sad all day. But I got over it. She’s been making up rules and I’ve been sad. But for thirty minutes straight, we rode around aimlessly. The wind was blowing fiercely. I had one foot on the gas and the other out the window. My sunglasses were on and my hair was blowing in the wind. One hand was on the wheel and the other out the window. And in that thirty minutes, I was completely happy. I felt as if NOTHING could touch me there. š I tumbled and did cartwheels in the grass and taught Jeff kinda. And cleaned for a while. And finally, we went back to Jeska’s and town and such. We saw Mr. Hillman and honked and waved!! And then..we saw Mr. keith & Mrs Mary at TA’s while I was filling up my car. When I left here today, we listened to We’re Not Gonna Take It..and it made me smile so much. It makes me feel good to take out my anger during a song.
SAMMM..I love you and I’ll spend time with you..and you can tell me your troubles and I’ll throw them out the window. The end.
Peace, Love & Icons, xoxo, hil* 
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I love you too doll. More than you know. You make me cry. But not always sad tears-a lot of times good tears. Like right now-I am so happy for you that you got a taste of summer even though it’s still a few months away-fake summer is fun too. A glimpse of what it will be like. And it makes me happy but it makes me miss you and road trips and I’m really sad jeskas sunglasses broke. …now I’m rambling. I’m gonna watch Breakfast at Tiffanys and Grease today-and read about old time movie stars and the way things used to be because somehow it makes me really happy. Just like when you tell me you love me still. š We should spend time together if we haven’t forgot how. Ur layout makes me smile-icons are love! I saw the gun and hearts icon on a shirt at hot topic yesterday. It wasn’t the same to go in there without u though. It never is. Another minute when I missed you. I popped a guitar string-it was so sad. How can I learn to play when I’m missing a string! AHHH! Ok well have a great day at school. Smile often and laugh hard. I LOVE YOU!
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You layout makes me happy…I needa little bit of happiness in my life right about now…MISS U HILARY
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