If Tomorrow Never Comes…

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She’s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

‘Cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you’re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

I am in love with Garth. Did I tell that to anyone yet? Oh yes, I am! lol. Hrm…today I had a Chemistry test. I won’t find out what I made until Monday, but I REALLY studied. I was proud of me. YESTERDAY was SO much fun. We spent the majority of the time together doing gymnastics in the grass! lol. It was way too much fun. I did it again today by myself. I love to be outside SO much! *yawn* I’m tired of being tired! I have to study American History tonight, but then I want to finish the third sisterhood book! yay! I’m going prom dress shopping this weekend. BLUH! I’m going with Meredith & Jeska..so it should be interesting. I think Jeff might even tag along. I DETEST dress shopping. I am SO fat. I’m always okay with myself until we get to that STUPID dress shop and I have to try on a size 30!!!!! lol. Seriously though. I wear a 15 in pants..which means my dress will have to be like a size 100!!! *DIES* It’s SO embarrassing. But at least it’ll just be me, jeska, meredith & jeff. I trust them a whole lot and it’ll be okay if I cry. I’m going on a diet until prom. But anyway, enough of that stupid talk. Neither me or Jeska really wanna go..but we have to, ya know? This is why…

I have this girlfriend who didn’t go to hers, and every once in a while, she gets this really terrible feeling–you know, like something is missing. She checks her purse, and then she checks her keys. She counts her kids, she goes crazy, and then she realizes that nothing is missing. She decided it was side effects from skipping the prom. –Pretty in Pink

So I’m going to go and I’m going to be happy with it, but I refuse to come home afterwards. I shall return home…the next day at some point. I plan to watch the sun come up. Yes, that is definitely what I plan. I want it to be a real prom experience for me..being barefoot and happy and twirling around like everything is wonderful. I’m getting more excited. I’m off like a dirty shirt. –xoxo, hil*