Hmph, you know when there’s just so much on your mind..but you can’t seem to produce ANY words? That’s a bit how I’m feeling..so I’ll try, but I’m not promising anything. I’m slightly worried and pretty bummed about the hearing on Monday. I think I know how it’ll turn out on Monday..but I’m really scared that something crazy will happen and he’ll be packing up. I’ll cry.
Jeska’s papaw is doing better; He’s at home now. I went and saw him tonight. He’s my role model. He’s everything that I want to grow up to be..well, besides the man part. He’s so strong in his faith and has the biggest heart for God. He’s so optimistic.. I wish I could be like that.
I’ve gotten more negative..even lately. I’m so scared that I’m going to grow into a bitter old lady with cats. I’m approaching that right now. I’m tired of changes that benefit everybody but me. Oh sweet times, I watched Jeska and Jeff’s old videos from last summer when I was at FUGE..I miss my ’06 summer hooes. You shoulda seen how cute Jeska was! She’s still beautiful, but she was such a lil emo girl…I miss my emo girl.
I’m going slightly crazy, maybe? I need Zoloft. Or a hug! I want to go to Danielle’s and play outside and listen to Bad Day and L.O.V.E. like I did when I was carefree. I want barbeque cookie dough and late night UNO games. Hrm…I dunno what I’m doing tomorrow night, but Saturday, I’m going to Kaylin’s crawfish boilll. And then to Monroe hopefully with mi amigos…my lovely lil posse cult with a clubhouse in the woods. Sigh, please pray for everything that’s going on. It’s SO crazy. xoxo, hil* 
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Awww I miss Hilary. You know thats kinda weird how you said you was gonna be an old bitter lady w/cats b/c just a week or two ago I was talkin to one of my friends in West Monroe and we was sayin how I was gonna grow old and lonely with all black cats and be the cat lady and if I ever did get a guy then I would have to tie him down so he wouldn’t run away…lol. I’m trying to stay positive though and picture my self w/a great guy, a white house, a white fence, and a big front yard. : ) Hmmm. YAY im happy the icons have came back! I had to save the little picture of the Beauty queen! I have paint all over me b/c i just finished painting my room and like yeah i should rly go wash all of the paint off of me. I look like a sea monster ahh. We can’t have that : ( So in a week or two you and Jeska should come stay w/me one friday. I’m gonna probably go stay in WM tomorrow night and I already have plans for next weekend so next time I’m not busy yall needa come stay w/me!! K!! Well see ya l8r bbbye LLove ya
❤ DanIella
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