I’m so gangster..

I carry a squirt gun
in one hand, &*
candy cigarettes
in the other

So, oh the weekend. Saturday night. Three minutes past curfew and I’m sitting here. I just ate an orange and I’m drinking a bottle of water. I’m doing really well eating..but I’m gaining the weight back instead of losing? No idea. My body is crazy. I hate it.

I spent yesterday in normal weekend mode. We sat around watching TV and other junk. We watched the end of Goblet of Fire…and just spent quality time…lol. Finally, we went to Jeff’s. And it was a disaster. First, I opened a frozen Sprite and it started SPEWING all over EVERYWHERE and we were all squealing and laughing! Then, when we got it under control, I kicked over Jeff’s full glass of blue koolaid. He took it really well…it made me smile. But I felt so bad…and so we cleaned that up..and then I opened my popsicle and it started goin all over me..so I ran to the kitchen with it and ate frozen Sprite. After that, I wanted to get out as quickly as possible..lol. So we jumped on our trampoline for a few hours. It smelled like horse.

Guess what I did today? Oh yes, I bought my prom dress. It’s purple..REALLY poofy and sequiny..and I like it a lot. I look like a superwhOre in it. So I gotta get it taken up..so it’ll fit around the top and my boobs won’t hang out. I was excited! Especially since it’s purple? I was intending on getting a black one..but all along, I really wanted purple! DON’T TELL! haha.

I’m freezin..i’m not gonna lie. Mom is w/ Grandmother at the hospital. She might get to come home on Wednesday? Methinks. Hope so. She’s walking down the hall and stuff..it still hurts but it’s getting stronger everyday. Jeff got 4th in Chem at lit rally today. I’m so proud of him. He has turned into such a great young man. (aha, I’m being his Mom)

So, I’ve been thinking. I want to go to Hogwarts. lol. PLEASE?!? Why in the world would you bet on a horse? It’s a no brainer…DON’T DO IT! Come on baldy, get your head in the game!

Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of the posse. It’s a huge deal. But..I think we’re treating it as though it’s not. We haven’t been talkin’ to Roy much since last Saturday…and I don’t think tomorrow is gonna change anything.

Here’s my plans for the future…:::—> Lip ring, eyebrow ring…go to lots of concerts, memorials, museums and gravesites. I’m excited. Until later, XOXO, HIL*