I do in fact..think he was murdered.

 

I spent Sunday with Sam, Jeska and Seth. We ate hamburgers and played Outside and then played tennis. It was a whOle bunch Of fun! I spent the rest of the evening with the pOsse half celebrating. I’m nOt gOnna lie, it was weird. I just…haven’t gOt Over the whOle Ordeal. But it’s fine…things will get better, I knOw it.

I feel stupid and contagious, here we are now, entertain us. The GEE is over. Unless I fail, I will never sit in Coach Wells’ classroom and take another standerdized test…in..my..life! It’s pretty sad..(NOT!) I’m grOwing upppp. But it’s freakin’ amazin’. I was sitting in Journalism today talkin’ to Jeska..and I’m so ready to get out of this place. I mean, not forever..but just for a lil bit. I’m so ready to explore. The great wonders of the world…They’re waitin’ on me.

Jeska got her dress and it’s so beautiful. She’s a princess! And Jeff got his tux. He’s such a doll! I’m so excited.

I have bruises all over my right arm. I look like a junkie. I think I counted six bruises. Oh, the heroine. Gah, I love Kurt. Plus, my knee has been killing me for two days. The pain is coming back and I don’t want it. I’d been running without a brace..I was doing SO good. *sigh* So, I’ve just been filling my days with Kurt and Nirvana and lyrics and facts, opinions, history, punk rock and freedom. I’m OBSESSED. And I love it.

I’m so ready for summer…it’s not even a joke. I’m ready for that freedom. I’ve been missing it.

Grandmother is doing better. She should be able to come home soon. I’m about to go up to her house and pretend clean. I want to buy a Dresden Dolls CD.

On March 18, 1994, Love phoned police to inform them that Cobain was suicidal and had locked himself in a room with a gun. Police arrived and confiscated several guns and a bottle of pills from Cobain, who insisted that he was not suicidal and had locked himself in the room to hide from Love. When questioned by police, Love admitted that Cobain had never mentioned that he was suicidal and that she had not seen him with a gun.

    

4 thoughts on “I do in fact..think he was murdered.

  1. This is the third time i’ve tried to comment. ugh. ok hopefully my internet wont die.
    Have u ever seen “I’ll Be There”? It’s about a rockstar who drives his motorcycle out of a window on the top floor of his house and he finds out he has a daughter. And the daughter finds out her dad is a famous rockstar and the mom was his groupie and the daughter sings too i think and shes going to let the music bring everything back together or something….Yeah maybe u already saw it. but i was watchin it last night and minus the scottish people it seemed like a very hilary movie. lol well anyway thanks for the comment. things still arent looking up but ur right-they will-they always do. i love u too. have a good day.
    Be safe and DONT DO DRUGS!

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  2. Yeah I know I’m kinda late on leaving a comment on this post but better later then neverz right? right. Is playing tennis hard?? For the past month I have been planning on goin and playing but haven’t gotten a chance. Iv been wanting to do all these sports stuff lately. Whats come over me?? Ahhh? Hmm so yeah. Can’t wait until prom to see yours and Jeska’s dresses. I know yall r gonna look fabulous!! Yall r BOTH princesses!! yAy. Love ya
    <333 DaniellA

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