Smile..it can save you.

So yay. Hair and makeup is taken care of! I’m so excited. I get my nails done that Friday. Since we’re out of school, we’re probably going to have a big girl’s day and get everything completely finished! Manicures, pedicures, eyebrows waxed, everything! :] It’s going to be great. I think my Mom is going to buy a new camera before then, so I’m excited about that, too! ❤ I hope she does, anyway.

Everything is mostly decent right now, but I’ve been feeling down a couple of days, but I’m feeling better. Yesterday, I got home and took a long nap. It felt soo good. Then, I went to Grandmother’s to visit her and Aunt Dolores ‘n Uncle Gary. But I got bored and came home. I’m just so tired all the time. But..I’m trying to put everything in perspective right now. I made a to-do list last night and finished my homework and I just felt good when I went to sleep last night.

Why is it..that couples get together..not as “Mr. or Miss Right” but..”Mr. or Miss Right Now”…and they know that it’s like that…but they end up loooooving each other and staying together for the kids (minus the kids) ..even when they clearly have problems..and everybody knows it. *sigh* I wish the best for them. I do. I want everything to work out.

In the last week, I’ve begun this crazy thing..called…being nice. *sigh of relief* Got that off my chest. Seriously, though, it makes me happy. Really happy. I’m connecting more with everybody and I love it. I love my friends. Last night, I counted like..20 friends that I had..and it made me really, really smile. I’m happy. I’m a happy girl.

I’m so ready to get Kurdt. He opened his eyes! He’s so beautiful.