Bye-Bye Beautiful, Don’t write back.

Well, spring break is coming to an end. I still have a couple days, but it’s halfway over. Yesterday was pretty great. I spent it with Jeska, Jeff and Jessica Girod! It was fun. We played in the rocks and wasted a diet coke and a box of mentos. 🙂 It ended with me and Jeska rushing home from Jeff’s at 1:30 because her familia was threatening to call the law on us. >.> <.< Yeah. Fun times.

Today, me and the J-girl came over to the house and Jeff showed up…so we chilled over here a while and then rode around for like an hour. We finally ended up going to the Locks & Dams. It was so great and just beautiful there. I forgot how much I love it. It’d been a year and a half since I’d been there last. I was with much better people today, though. It made me really, really happy. We sat on the rocks for an hour and talked about a lot of random junk.

A lot has been bothering me lately..just driving me insane..so I’ve been pretty secluded lately. Pretty much walking around with a Stay Away sticker on my forehead. But, I’m trying to get through it..just because I know it’s possible. Something I always knew would happen has happened…and even though I was looking for it, it still hurt just as bad as I’d imagined. So with that..among other random crap, I’ve just been bluh for a while now. But there’s so much going on with other people..it’s just hard to feel sorry for myself, ya know? What with all of the sickness in my friend’s families and all these problems they’re having, my fights with my Mom seem pretty miniscule.

But, you know what? I have the 2 best friends in the entire WORLD. Among other great friends! And JESUS! ❤ But, i’m not gonna lie, Jeska and Jeff mean the world to me. Especially lately. Jeff is really helping me adapt (ADAPT!) to all the stuff that’s going on and he’s pretty much the best friend ever. Plus, Jeska is helping me stay sane…and a girl! haha. I love her so much!

I love Hanson. I love The Spice Girls. xoxo, hil*