Today, I took my last Chemistry, American History and Psychology test ever. Tomorrow will follow with Advanced Math, Spanish2 and English3. Tomorrow will be my last class hour with Senora…and I’m so bummed about it. I made a C on my Chem test, definitely aced my AH one and made a 100 on my Psych test. I’m going to make a C/D on my report card in Chemistry. But honestly, this year has been worh it..every bad grade, every memorized definition word for word, every night I didn’t get to sleep until after midnight studying, doing homework EVERY evening…every thing I put into this year..nothing can beat how I feel now. I feel so accomplished. I made an A every six weeks except for this one. I worked so hard this year..harder than I’ve ever worked in my life. Chemistry has taught me so much more than balancing equations, pH, 22.4 liters and polyatomic ions. It’s taught me how to work for what I want. It taught me never to give up and to always believe in myself. It taught me not to slack, but to go the extra mile just because. It’s done so much.. I’m really sad leaving it behind. Physics will take its place next year..and I’m so glad I get to have Mr. Foy again. Mr. Hillman announced today that he’s not leaving us. THANK GOD. I would’ve dropped Calculus in a SECOND if he left me. But, he’s not going anywhere. I’m so happy..so glad. Mr. Hillman is everything to me…only reason I’ve passed math. Aww, sweetest thing, I lost my worksheet and after he made joke about it flying out of the car when I go around the curve in front of his house, he just gave me an A. He’s so wonderful. Senora got Teacher of the Year. I’m so proud of that woman. She definitely deserves it plus tons more recognition. She’s so amazing.

Funny thing, I graduated from 6th grade five years ago today. I know, that’s cheesy, but it means a lot to me. I’m so glad I remembered. I finished the 6th graders slide show tonight. Dock better pay me!! lol. I’m so broke. I’m looking for a job..sorta. I may turn my application in to the Cleaner’s..if I think about it.

So yeah, tomorrow = my last day of Junior year babyyyyy. I’m definitely bummed, but still excited! I’m praying that it’s an amazing summerr. I know it can be! TODAY IS JUSTIN CARR’S BIRTHDAY! AWE I love him. Anyway.. no idea what’s goin down this weekend. Saturday is my Grandmother’s bday party at my house. Hopefully, I’ll be home for that. Jeska is going out of town soon….i’m super sad about it. I’m going to suffer with out her while she’s gone.

Anyway, I read this book called Come Back the other day. I reccommend it to every teenage girl in the world..especially ones who have gone through anything like molestation or drug abuse. Omg, it’s so good. I started reading it three nights ago. I didn’t put it down until close to 2 AM the night I began–on a school night. I just finished it yesterday and it was probably one of the best books I’ve ever read. It gave me so much insight and while I’m not suffering with any of the severe problems Mia was, there were still conflicts within myself that the book brought to my knowledge. Mia is my hero. She is so strong and Claire is, too. I would give anything to just spend a day with the two of them. Reading their book made me so proud that there’s such amazing people and rehabilitations/schools in the world. When I grow up, I want to work with teenagers, teenagers that other people say are “garbage” and whatever else they say. I know that there is good in every person and everyone has potential to be successful and to succeed at anything they want to do in life. I have such a strong desire in my life to help teenagers like that. My heart aches for every child and every parent dealing with issues like these. If you know of any program I could get involved with or anything I could do, please let me know. I’m only 16 right now, but I believe that no one is ever too young to help. I admire them both. I will never forget their story.