So I’m sitting at Sam’s!
Last night, we watched Flicka and Catch & Release! I was happy with both of them actually even though Flicka was totally depressing. C & R was lovely. But I didn’t cry like Jeska did!! WEIRD.
This week shall be eventful because I have to clean out that stupid room and I have to find time to go shopping for Amy’s wedding. And walk every day.
I’m watching Ray Stevens…hehe. I LOVE him. He’s amazing! :]
Im pretty hungry. Im trying to eat less..but I think I suck at that game.
This summer is being weird and I miss Jeff so much. And Roy.
I hate having so much time by myself. I keep on waiting for big hang out days and stuff. I’m just lonely in my heart. I mean, I’ve been hanging out with Sam a lot and Jeska a lot and I love it. But I miss group time. And I miss Jeff. And I miss…everything. I HATE missing stuff. But I want last summer so bad. I don’t want time to go by. I’m ready for camp, but then summer will be over. And then itll be school time and my senior year will pass really fast and then that summer will probably be crazy and intense and busy. And then I’ll move in a dorm in the Fall. *sigh*
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So now I have to go home and clean that stupid room out. Im depressed. *cry*
Me & Sam walked one lap at 2 am..and it was wonderful. lol. I missed that hot summer night air.
When will people start getting me again?
Jesus loves the little children..all the little children of the world.
Xanga 
I’m sorry things aren’t going ur way right now. =( But u know better than anyone that things change and u cant have last summer back~not really~no more than u can have yesterday back. And I hope u know that I at least try to get you…I try to understand and I suppose sometimes I don’t but that’s when you should explain urself and make me understand-make me get u cuz i want to! KNOW WHY? Because I love you!!! With my whole heart, like a sister, I love you Hilary Marie!!!!!!! Don’t worry. Be Happy. Things will start looking up. Uh,..the sun will come out tomorrow. Tomorrow is another day. lol Really tho. u know whats funny is that when u start thinking about old times, you miss the old times and the way it used to be, and it seems nothing is ever enough because u can never go back to that time and when u think about the present and what all you have, it seems you have everything in the world but we usually take all of it for granted and by next summer, will be missing it again and we’ll be right back to the beginning of the circle. That prolly doesnt even make sense. I’m just rambling, tryin to remember this quote I read today. lol Anyway, u should be happy with what you have-embrace it, love it, make it last while u can. And then next summer it will be a memory. Just like the things of last summer. And u arent moving into a dorm for a long time. Things do go by too fast but thats life hun. But on the bright side-ur pretty good at living in the moment and taking it all in-so just do that-like always-and ull be fine!!! I LOVE U! AND U CAN CALL ME AND TALK ANYTIME! LOL REALLY!
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I felt so dumb just now…that was a silly comment huh?
Anyway, I’m sorry like I saiddd and I’ll pray for you.
MWAH
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I didn’t cry THAT much.lol I know you miss him..but just know that absolutely nothing is your fault. Just pray about it and keep on the bright side of things. Your doing an amazing job already 🙂 things will work out. I promise you this. And about the whole lonesomeness (fun word) I get what your saying, really. All I can say is that you have to hit these rough spots to actually have happiness. It’s coming your way babydoll.
In life, we do things.Some we wish we had never doneand some we wish we could replay a million times.But they all make us who we are and in theend they shape and detail us. If we were to reversethem, we wouldn’t be the person we are today.So just live, make mistakes and have wonderfulmemories. But never second guess who you are,where you’ve been and most importantly, whereyou’re going
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I won’t lie…I don’t understand what ur talking about, like Jeska apparently does. But I also think she knows something I don’t and that’s why she understands. Or maybe its cuz ur soul mate in girl form, unlike me. But I will listen if u care to explain. Promise. Write me a letter or send me a message or something. Whatever u want hun. I love u! I promise!
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danielle <3z hilary and i want to see Flicka : (
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