Pennyroyal tea

I’m not trying to effing CHANGE you, you idiot! If I wouldnt have liked who you were, I wouldn’t have been your friend EVER! But NOW..I’m not so sure I like you at all. You’re rude and selfish and I just don’t like you very much right now! I just wanted you to BE THERE. FOR ONCE. TO CARE. ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT INSTEAD OF YOUR FREAKING GIRLFRIEND! I hate you for dragging other people into personal situations! I hate you for being a complete LOSER! You don’t deserve to speak to her, visit her or hear about her..and you sure as HELL don’t deserve to open your MOUTH about her! NOT EVEN ONCE.

By the way, NOBODY is buying into your crap. Don’t even PLAY that card! And OBVIOUSLY, your little BEST FRIENDS OVER THERE..don’t care either! I don’t see you OR them calling me up. Hm? How bout it..you FREAKING LOSE!

 

Everybody is worried about us..asking every 5 seconds if we’re okay. I’ve even begun to do it.. I mean, dude, we’re fine, hello.. This is not the reason we’re in this situation?

Love myself better than you, know its wrong, what should I do? So hmm, how to occupy myself during another lonnng night/morning online. So I realize how the rest of my summer is going. One night, I stay up all night..sleep for a couple hours, wake up, go all day..go to bed mid morning, sleep the entire day and start over. It’s depressing me.

I should be reading Half Blood Prince again. I went and stole it from Jeska’s today. Good to be in control of that book again. I love..little baby ducks…old pick up trucks…my sister and Jeff. aha. Hmm, I can’t sleep too late tomorrow. Gotta go to Old Navy to take back clothes.

Today made me feel better. We’re special…..very special. And..I love axe. And McDonald’s..and crazy insane  folks. Anyway, I’m out.. it’s now 2:45…sweet.

 

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