Intoxicate me.

Cause lately I’ve been tired and uninspired.

do you ever get the feeling that you’re waiting for things to happen? just biding your time until it finally does. it shouldn’t be like this. but i can’t seem to change that. maybe i should make a move. do something drastic, something crazy, something stupid. even if i don’t think it’s for the better. just so i’m not waiting any longer. seriously. no joke. maybe.

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i started new moon. it’s beautiful. every moment, every word.

i walked by myself today. almost a mile, but i was freezing. i’ll finish it on my treadmill. then i do my workout.

take this time to realize
that you always shut your eyes
in the midst of trial
and everything is always right
and I think that it’s time
this battle must be won
but you pushed it aside
pushed it aside
pretend that it’s gone

do you feel the weight of the world?

i’m serious about my weight problem right now. i’m very serious. so serious that i came in and finished my ice cream from monday night. ugh.. and ate too much at lunch. chilicheeseburrito, carrots, beans, lowfat ranch & some chocolate milk. for supper, i ate a lean cuisine meal with a small glass of milk and now i’m closing off the kitchen and i’ll go brush my teeth.

things to do:: finish mile, do workout, shower, physics words,

I need inspiration & motivation.

Let’s be friends.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I see only what I want to see, I’ll be only what I want to be.
I love you.