living is easy with eyes closed

it was so hard to wake up this morning
why oh why . .

So my family is on my case about the gas bill. I can’t help it; I just have so many places to go! Like tomorrow, I’m going to do Big Sisters. I’d KILL for it to be in Caldwell. But, it just ISN’T. And there’s nothing I can do about it. And think about next year when I go off to college and have to drive home every weekend to see my parents, it’s not like I’m begging for this role or anything.

I’m confused about what to do with Christian honestly. My previous attempts are not working, so I’m going to have to try a new way. A new focus.

I’ve got to finish New Moon. I just have to.
I have a big calc test tomorrow. I have a huge English test tomorrow. I have Physics homework. I have an article due in the morning. Have I done any of this? I put the -pro- in procrastination.

I ate way too much today. I don’t wanna be the fat friend anymore.

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