I’m not misunderstood; I intentionally mislead.

I’ve had a super long, crazy, random weekend.

“We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death” ~The Virgin Suicides

And I enjoyed every second of it. Because I suckkk at life.

I mean, you know you’re a screw up when a guy you barely know is disappointed in you.

Fish & Penguin were both mad at me in that big brother type way. ^_^ It was cute. =P

You mean..that was you? The one I’d missed and searched for.. I was looking for…you? You’ve got to be kidding me. Hmph. Well, nevertheless, I’m glad you’re back in my life -.^

Plus, I was laying in bed yesterday morning thinking..”How?” How in the freaking WORLD is this POSSIBLE? Of all the things I’ve done, the places I’ve been, the situations I’ve been put in these past four years….How did I end up here?”

I had to be the amazing best friend that I am on Saturday. I wanted to set his face on fire, not even kidding. If I would’ve had any less self control, his face would’ve been bashed against the floor. And I don’t know a person who could’ve stopped me. I hate you for nothing more than existing.

I couldn’t sleep either. I woke up every 30 minutes from like 4 am to 8:30 when I went home. The funny thing was was that I was never paranoid. I didn’t check my phone once.

And everyone knows I’m in over my head.

[I’m pretty freakin’ sick..I’ve been sick since about 3 am Saturday morning..and i’m not getting any better..just sayin.] I wanted to go to school today really bad. But my Mom said I might be contagious..plus, I was hurtin too bad. I’m dyyyyying. haha..

I love you