she’s banged up mentally and emotionally

I’ll never grow up 🙂

So life has had its ups and downs lately.

Two of my very close guy friends have totally had me tripping out. So, I’ve actually been pretty pissy lately. I just don’t know how to react to stuff like that..and both of them at the same time..gosh! Just not exactly what I was hoping for during this new year. But it’s all cool.

I ate at Bennigan’s tonight with Justin Carr, Penguin & Jeska! Plus, Kateland and Amanda came to see me..it was the best! I love my girls so much! So GREAT TIME! Except, I got this stupid fried sandwich w/ powdered sugar.  Diiisssgusting. Silly Jeska and her eating habits.

I thought I was going to die on the way home. I was literally beginning to send out ‘I love you’ text messages. 😛

“I wouldn’t want to stay with a bisexual girl” “Why?” “She might come on to you.” “Thanks, but I think I can take care of myself.”

We went to Grayson Baptist today for testing and we’re going back tomorrow. It was so weird sitting in the family life center..just chillin’ like old times. Whenever I walked through the doors, nostalgia hit me pretty hard. But even looking back, I don’t miss him like I used to. xD

I didn’t get to exercise today. I goofed off for a while which included running around, but no exercising. I can’t wait to start our gym 🙂 We’re getting the ab lounger, gazelle, bike, treadmill, arm & leg weights and exercise ball. Also, we’re thinking about putting some mats and a tv out there so we can use the Pilates dvds! ^_^ I’m so excited.

Omigosh, if one more person tells me that I’m changing, I’ll probably slit my throat and then you’ll think changing.

I need a job. I will do basically anything besides work at Sonic or Kayes. ❤ I’ll babysit your kids, walk your dogs, clean your room, wtc ever dude.