I slept from about four to seven today. Sometimes, I just get so tired that I can’t function. It was just so warm in my bed and I couldn’t bring myself to move. I had my iPod plugged into my ears and I was just so comfortable. I didn’t want to wake up at seven. But, I have stuff to do today. I plan on studying for Calculus and reading.
I finished Eclipse last night. I cried my eyes out. It was very heart-wrenching. I have so many mixed emotions in the story. Like, I really love Jacob Black. But I am in love with Edward. I feel so much like Bella does. I’ve really fallen into her character throughout this series. I’m so ready for the fall, so I can finish her story.
I’m about to start Lovely Bones. It’s always exciting to begin a new book. ^_^ Hrm..I walked like a mile today. But it was SO cold! Why am I bothering? The scale lies to me, anyway!
I’m fighting with my Mom about me spending time with Amanda. Her and my Dad have this mindset that I can’t spend time with people who make bad decisions. Especially sexual preference decisions. And, I totally understand where she gets by saying that. But, Amanda is my cousin, almost like my sister. And I love her so much. I need to spend time with her especially since I can’t spend time with the rest of the family.
I started my old devotion back last night. I already love it. This week, it’s on forgiving others. I’ve always been a pretty decent forgiver, but I can always use bettering myself. Tonight, the scripture is Matthew 5: 10-12, “Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” I totally find so much in that scripture because of the way my life has been going lately. I felt for a while that I was just so lost in the crowd, but anyway, God has helped me back up. So now I’m working on being a Christian in a non Christian environment!
Yay, Jessica is coming to stay with me tonight! Ever since she got her car, we’ve gotten a lot closer. She’s my everythinggg.
I miss Sam. She’s my girlygirly best friend. Like with pajamas and chick flicks and high heels and pancakes. Wait, did I just describe an middle aged depressed cat lady? Oh Lord..I miss you!!
I dont want to be tough and I
don’t want to be proud. I don’t
need to be fixed and i certainly
dont need to be found.
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First of all……..I love that picture at the top. It’s lovely. I think I want to read Lovely Bones? Maybe. And the Perks of Being a Wallflower. Do u still have that book? It’s taking forever seem like to get through SPEAK. Anyway-enough about that.
More importantly-did u just call me an old cat lady? UGH! I hate cats! And I’m not going to be alone forever! I won’t! I refuse! Unless God really wanted me to be but I don’t think He does. I think the right person hasn’t come along yet…so dont compare me to a cat lady. UGHHH.
Silly Jeska and her silly car. thats why i miss u so much.
sorry to hear ur fighting with ur mom. glad u started ur devotional again tho. ive been praying for u. i will keep on doing that but dont call me a cat lady…….=<
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Yep yep-great pics.
whateverrrr=)
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i really appreciate all the support you give me!!!!!!!! thank you so much!!! oooo and i know how it is to try and get out of a warm bed…plenty of days i just couldnt do it!!! now in the summer…im running out of bed to the pool because it gets sooooooooooooo hot LOL!!!!!
love ya gurl!!!!!
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