“We’re all pretty bizarre, some of us

are just better
at hiding it, that’s all.”
-the breakfast club

RustyFacesilly and me are supposed to quit smoking togethers.

How bad is it of me that I don’t really wanna?

you were unmistakably my first love
and i will never forget that. even though
we have both grown apart, both changed,
a piece of you remains with me. you will
always be a part of me because you
unknowingly showed me what i deserve
and every guy i’m with for the rest of my life
will be compared to you ❤

And my reasoning for not wanting to is completely ridiculous.. 🙂

But I love to go outside at a party and smoke.

Because only a certain type of people smoke:

The type of people that I like to associate myself with on front porch steps ❤

My parents are playing my PS2. And my dad is reminding me of a furby. And my mom is acting seven.

I was pretty upset today bc my mom is psychotic. She haaaaaaaates me.

It’s like he’s driving in a car, okay, and I just wanna be in the passenger seat, but he’s locked the door and I have to hold onto the bumper. You know, I’m not even asking him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in. But no, he didn’t do that. So I’m hanging onto the bumper and life goes on and the car goes on and I get really badly bruised and am hitting poles and it hurts. I mean it really hurts. And yesterday, I had to let go of the bumper because it hurts too much .. it hurts too much. -Gilmore Girls.

This has been a day..and whenever I really want to hurt myself, i IM Jonathan.

sixstringr1981 [10:36 P.M.]:  are we really going to be sleeping anyway?  i don’t think it would matter

So anyway, i’m gone like virginity on prom night.

There’s nothing more valuable than having someone
In your life that reminds you of who you are
-America Ferrera

i’m trying to find myself as a person.
sometimes that’s not easy to do.
millions of people live their entire lives
without finding themselves.
but it is something i must do.
-marilyn monroe

When others demand that we become the people they want us to be, they force us
to destroy the person we really are. – Jim Morrison

Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this snow before. Just like I think that a lot of other people have read those books before. And listened to those songs.
I wonder how they feel tonight.
-perks of being a wallflower

“I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what’s gonna happen or, who I’m gonna meet, where I’m gonna wind up. Just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge and now here I am on the grandest ship in the world having champagne with you fine people. I figure life’s a gift and I don’t intend on wasting it. You don’t know what hand you’re gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you…to make each day count.”
-Titanic