Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe our hearts were just next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometimes.
I went to West Monroe w/ Megan tonight ^_^
We went out to dinner at Cracker Barrel! It was great and a lot of fun. Then, we went to Walmart and bought some movies. She bought Forrest Gump and A League of their Own. I bought An Officer and a Gentleman 🙂 I got carded bc it was rated R, lol. But I’m soOoOo happy I bought it. If I wouldn’t have left it in my car, I’d watch it right now.
It was so weird tonight..like it was kinda like me and Megan were the only people in the world we liked. All of our friends didn’t wanna hang out or wouldn’t answer the phone or were being complete idiots. But we had a good time.
True friendship isn’t about
being inseparable, it’s being
separated & having nothing change.
Driving home was insane bc it was raining so hard. I thought I was going to DIE! *shudders* I couldn’t see anything. No joke!
I’m burning this awesome apple pie candle. I usually hate them because they smell like random cinnamon, but this one smells awesome!
Hmph, Jeska and me were supposed to have another crazy Saturday night together…but you know how that goes. It’s so funny how that works. It’s like it’s her idea to go out and hang out and get in trouble, but whenever Jeff comes into the picture, she changes the story and points fingers at me (or in last weekend’s case, Penguin..) and turns it into my fault somehow. It’s almost like girl drama. *shudders* But, it’s realistically no big deal. This is me not worrying about it.
Pouring warm red wax on my arm is something I really enjoy.
I went to work today to fill out some paperwork and hang out with Waldo..you know, the mandatory stuff. I go back on Monday at 6 ish to do orientation! [Excited] “Run while you can..run! Far, far away!” I have to be up there at eight o’clock in the morning to have a meeting about harrassment. The excitement is leaking from my fingernails.
xoxo, hil* 
I’m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don’t belong here and I’m not well
I’m so ashamed of the lie I’m living
Right on the wrong side of it all –The Gift (Seether)
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