Secretly, I think you’re afraid

fIt’s the posse‘s two year anniversary.

I couldn’t believe it when I found out.

We’ve been through so much stuff since this night two years ago.

I miss miss miss those times.

Jeska and Jeff are still my everything. I dunno where I’d be without them in my life.

I want to just sit here and cry about it. But I’ve done enough crying today.

I miss Roy..but he was never really here to begin with.

I’m still the mom. I’m still the one staying up late worrying, shivering with concern.

That’s my job, you see. 

I’m hiding from the truth. My heart will never know, so I don’t fall apart.

Third Day concert tomorrow! I’m so pumped.

“We can wear that on Twin Day.” “We’ll never have another twin day.”

Less than two months and I’ll be out of high school.

Gotta get started on my memory book.

–edit–

I am so upset right now. I can’t quit crying.