I was 15 minutes late to work yesterday….ugh
I’ve been thinking more and more about quitting my job because I have no time for anything else.
I can’t though because i don’t have any money saved up.
I’m going to ask off a day today..which I’m already scheduled for. But Kristin will be there so I’ll consult her about it..and if she says there’s no way I can get off…I’ll work that night..I’ll miss my concert..but I’ll probably put in my two weeks notice. I don’t know though…
I don’t want to quit..I love my job! I just want to go to concerts and baseball games and everything for my senior year. And I just never have time for my friends. They don’t even know I exist anymore.. It’s kinda like if my friends would work around my work schedule, I’d be content with everything..but since they just decided if I’m working, they can forget about me..I just feel like I have to make them be my friends again…which is stupid. I don’t know, life is just stupid right now.
Talked to Rusty last night.. He decided he wanted to take me to prom, lol. Catfish has to go get fitted for his tux. But we have no time because I’m always working and he needs the color of my dress.
But anyway, we decided we needed a life change. I’m tired of life being monotonous. Also tired of being sick…yes? ): And my DIET! LOL! It’s not working at all.
At least I get to work with Kristin tonight. And that’s all that matters anymore.
That’s my dress, but it’s purple.
Xanga 
I’m laughing at u because u were late…because u fussed at me for being late, and basically said “yeah right” when I said it wasn’t on purpose. You didn’t believe me. =[ Because ur like my mom(not her assistant-actually like the her) and u think I’m a bum who never works when the trust is I’m ALWAYS working. I’m behind in school and still have no money saved and certianly have no fun anymore and no time for friends. Sad story. Story of my life though. And I can’t quit. Not until May and when I told my mom I was going to quit at the very end of May(like the 30th) she yelled at me and told me i should stay there forever and why quit? But I cant have a whole week off because im not full time. She doenst believe me. she thinks im just a horrible employee and i whine and im a horrible spoiled person who wants everything the easy way and if things go wrong EVER, it’s all my fault. Dunno why I’m tellng u that cuz I’m pretty sure u think the same thing. I don’t want everything the easy way though(for the record). I don’t mind hard work. I’d just like to see my hard work pay off. *that must be the dreamer in me* I have to go cry now. And then study and work on a paper and maybe eat supper.
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andd ur gonna be a purple cinderella again
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