“Look at that person! What a terrible lack of self-control!”

So I’m pretty sick. Terrible sinus infection. “Oh but you’re not contagious!” Been runnin’ fever. 101 when I Woke up. Went to the doctor this mornin’. Prescribed me a gazillion things, gave me two shots and said I can’t go to work or school for three days. But I’m going back to both on Wednesday, she just don’t know it.

YAH TRICK

For the next 42 hours, I will be watching movies, playing on xanga, thinking about working on my scrapbook but not actually doing it and sleeping =]

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I don’t see what anyone could see in anyone else but you 🙂

I’m ready for college now, please.

You terrify me. I know I’m supposed to be hating you..so why am I not?

It’s like you see me for who I really am..when nobody else ever has.

Even if you treat everybody else I know completely horribly, you always treat me like a princess. =]

i’m addicted to words and they’re useless.


Anybody want to ride around with me and blare Shania Twain && Spice girls?

I need you.

As his fingers ran along my scars

His eyes told me everything

They told me truth

And they told me lie

His lips pressed against my wounds

Instantly healing all my pain

With a simple kiss

–xxmusicxxfreak

Isn’t that beautiful? She’s so talented. That gives me chills!

I decided that I do want kids, but not for a long while. I want to get my livin’ out before I have them. I want to travel and go to concerts and be amazing and then be the Mom. I don’t want to be a housewife and a mother forever. All of my friends have predicted my future as such. I’m going to be a Mom and that’s it. Like I can’t f’n make anything of myself.

I’m dreading prom now..

“Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.”

So yeah, my throat is killing me.

I’m ready to lose weightttt again. I’m so angry with every pound I’ve gained back.

Chicken biscuit (460), half of a med. hazelnut iced coffee (65), water, 1/3 of a grill chicken salad (103), honey mustard dressing (180) INTAKE= 808

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5 thoughts on ““Look at that person! What a terrible lack of self-control!”

  1. Yeah I talked to her last night. Thanks though.
    It’ll happen. Don’t worry about it. Whatever you do, you’re gonna be great. You always are. =)
    Today I’ve had a medium coke from Sonic. It’s only 1:00 though. lol Last night I totally went and bought McDonalds completely with change. lol It was awesome. It was a long weekend at work and I thought I deserved some fries! lol I’m lame. Can’t workout today because I don’t have time. =O Oh wells. Maybe tomorrow. I emailed u back btw. If you’re in, I’m in. All the way homie.
    I love  your pictures. I wish I had an awesome graffeti wall to take cool pictures in front of. I have some friends who went to Germany and took awesome pictures like that. So cool. I’m jealousssss.
    I wish I knew who u were talking about. lol Why R u dreading prom now??
    I know u already know it but I’m gonna tell u anway. You can do whatever u wanna do. Don’t ever let anyone’s ideas of you hold you down. There’s nothing wrong with being just a mom. For some it’s the right thing. For others, those who want more, it’s not. You have the rest of your life dude. Just smile and be who you wanna be.
    I really love the quote about change. And um…fyi…SMOKING KILLS. Stop thinking it’s cool. It’s NOT. RAWR. Mk I love u. SO MUCH. Ummm what else? I HOPE U FEEL BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Enjoy ur sleeping!! You should leave me lots of comments on everything because nobody does anymore. Especially myspace. =O People are slacking. lol

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  2. “As his fingers ran along my scars
    His eyes told me everything
    They told me truth
    And they told me lie
    His lips pressed against my wounds
    Instantly healing all my pain
    With a simple kiss”
    Could you not think of anything else to say that you had to copy my exact words? How very original and creative of you. …
    I don’t mind if you quote my poems but don’t just flat out plagiarize.

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