Summer is coming to a close.
I’m sad to see it pass. It’s been really really really really fun.
And it’s been a good experience for me. It gave me a time when I was all alone. And I brought a group together that I never thought would be so close.
And so so so so so so so so many people talked shit about me this summer. Jessica, Eric, Rusty and I..all of us.
I grew up and into myself even more. =] It was nice.
Mmm, nights at Rusty’s with Jess. Staying up late and talking all night. ^_^
Any day we’re together
Is a magical one.
-fairly odd parents
Rawr. But I’m moving to Ruston in less than two weeks. I do nottttt want this. But I have to go. Sitting around Caldwell this summer seeing those boys work every day and then go out and get drunk, go to bed, wake up and do the same thing..I can’t handle it. I am very happy with how my life is right now but I am not comfortable with it.
Roomie Rachel is gonna send me a list of everything I need to bring for college. Thank God.
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Last night, I just told him I was ready to get drunk and fuck. =] hahaha. But blegh. It’ll never happen. I’m sooo fickle with this situation. I want to and I do not want to. I want to because I want him to be my first …..and I do not want to because I love being the -only- girl he’s not fucking! And I can’t do it right now! Not with the whole situation…him recently fucking Jessica..and with all of the Korey drama. Grrrr.
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don’t wanna ever love another
You’ll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
— Boys Like Girls
Music is love in search of a word.
-Sidney Lanier
We did not change as we grew older. We just became more clear to ourselves. — Andy Warhol
I can’t just sit here and have coffee with you. I love you. I know the other night didn’t mean for you what it did for me, but I haven’t stopped thinking about you since it happened, and not because it was great– which it was– but because it was right. It was so right, and you might not see that right now, but I do, and if I have to wait until we’re both 80 years old for you to see it, then I’ll wait. I’m not going anywhere. This is it for me. You’re it for me, and I can’t pretend to feel any less than I do, I just can’t. -Gilmore Girls
you do what you love, and fuck the rest.
-little miss sunshine <33
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just assholes.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others;
they are more screwed up than you think.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon,
and all the less important ones just never go away.
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