What’s going on in my life? Let’s see. My roomie moved out today. I was pretty bummed about it honestly because I don’t know how to live by myself. But I think that I’m going to learn to love it. Especially since I just realized I can now smoke out my window. And burn candles. ^_^ And expand my stuff into the entire room. But I do have to buy the essentials now. Like a microwave and a fridge. That basically sucks big time. Now I know what I’m getting for Christmas. Damnit.
Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you’ll finally get it right.
– The Ataris
All I want for Christmas is a couple bottles of wine so we can play I Never and get happy drunk. :] Oh, and you. I always want you for Christmas.
I want a replay of last year really bad. Waking up, Jeska picking me up in her new mustang and us going straight to Rusty’s to drag him outta bed. 🙂 It was the best. And then adding Nathan, Hill, Brian & Fisk as the day went by. Those times were beautiful. ;]
Today, I was walking to class and I tripped. And fell. Tore open the scar on my knee for the second time. And it pissed me off! I always feel so incredibly juvenile whenever I fall down..I feel like a small child. So it made me so mad; I didn’t even go to class. I went and found Jeska and Kaylin. They always brighten my day. Every time.
The truth is that I’m afraid to be your friend because I’m always going to want more. But then I got to thinking that I’d rather have you in my life as a friend than not at all.
-Just Friends
I have my first test this quarter tomorrow. I haven’t studied, but I plan on it all morning. The test isn’t until 2 and that’s all I have all day.
Jeska ‘n I took Blake to Wal*Mart today. I feel like a good person whenever I do that. Plus, he bought us both Subway and Hawaiian bread, but I think we left that at Allen’s. Whenever we took Blake back, we helped him bring in his groceries and then waited in their room until Ankur and Wade got to Neilson. Talk about awkward. I don’t know what to say to Corey anymore. [I never really did.] And he really is an idiot, so it was quite teh annoying.
I’m sitting in my room right now in the dark. Not doing anything. It sure is lonely here by myself, but I’m going to be fine. Hanging out with Jeska means that I’m never at my dorm, anyway. So it’s fine 🙂
It was a good evening 🙂 In fact, it’s usually a good evening for me. I need to find someone to pass the “Rusti” onto, so I don’t lose my direction, lmao. Says he, anyway. Sometimes, I realize that I really should listen to Rusty. He always tells me before I’m gettn myself into something I don’t need to. I just never listen. I love his silly ass.
If we go out and half-ass it ’cause we’re scared, then we’ll always wonder if we were really good enough. But if we go out there and give it all we’ve got… that’s heroic.
– Varsity Blues
I think that’s what i find most strange about this world, nobody ever says how they feel. They hurt, but they don’t cry out. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or jump around. And they’re angry but they hardly ever scream, because they feel ashamed. Nothing’s worse than that. So we all walk around with our heads looking down and never look up and see how beautiful the sky is.
– Uptown Girls
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