Lightning Crashes

“And I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?”

This is the day it begins. I’m ready to give it all up and start afresh. :]

I turned it down tonight for the absolute first time. And that felt nice. I can do it because I see Jeska doing it, too. If I spend a lot of time with Rusty, I can quit smoking cigarettes.

New Years Eve was amazing. Jeska, Jessica and I ended up at this guy Stanley’s house out in the middle of nowhere. The highlight of this time was watching Hannah Montana with Jeska and Buttercup, playing I Never by the fire, drinking beer, taking shots of tequila and drinking an AMAZING margarita and singing Dinosaur with Stanley’s…dad? Idk! Haha, AMAZING! So whenever I left there, the alcohol all hit me and I was pretty wasted. We went over to Tyler Hitt’s house and it was so great. I drank more beer..that I don’t even know where came from. We listened to Tyler and Travis’ band play and they were just the greatest thing. I saw TONS of people that I love. :] I was really excited when out of NOWHERE, Nathan Keesler appeared! ^.^ And then Jcarr showed up, too. :] So I basically tackled Jcarr and gave him all my love. Then, we went to the Watermark..and I drank more beer and half a crown & coke! ^_^ Whenever 2008 became 2009, I was inside the Watermark jumping up and down screaming Happy New Years and then I kissed Roy and then Catfish! Right after that, I ran outside where Jeska was on the telefono w/ boyfriend Brian and I kissed her, haha. ^_^ Fun drunk times! After that, Fisk drove me and Jeska to Ihop in my car and we met Eric, Casey, Kori n Rusty. After we ate and had a good ole time, Eric and Casey proved to be the douches they are and left out of nowhere, so Rusty n Kori rode home with us! Rusty was trashed and at one point, he looked like he was going to cry. Kori wasn’t doing anything and I just wanted to make him better! And that is ALL. ^_^ And Im happy!!!

BITCHESSSS

I wanna wake up where you are
I won’t say anything at all