My math test was hellacious. I almost cried. Afterwards, I went and picked up Jeska and we spent some time in my room just being. While we were relaxing, Corey called and needed a ride, so I took him to pick up his truck. It wasn’t completely awkward, but he and Blake in the later evening reminded me why I feel boys are trash. Especially boys who can’t leave the past in the past.
Jeska and I started watching Pride and the Prejudice today, but it was getting a little too sappy for the hardass I’ve been trying to be, so we worked out instead. Then, we went in the steam room and the sauna. That is something I can get used to. =] Jeska and I are going to start going twice a week, on Mondays and Wednesdays, but I think I’m going to go more than that. Just because it makes me feel good and I love it.
Tomorrow (well in 20 minutes) is Jeff’s birthday! w00t. I can’t believe they’re both 19 now. We’re all getting so old.
I’m happy, I think. I mean, I can get a little lonely and a little down, but there isn’t any reason for me to be unhappy, so yeah. I got that happiness thing down. I get upset when you don’t txt me back. Sometimes I feel like you’re already gone.

The girl had some kind of PCP flashback from her childhood or something that made her believe there was chemistry between me and a friend of ours. Of course, she’s been on a lot of heroin, so I think she was just really high. Haha, Juuust kidding. =] But yeah, she’s crazy. I mean, I’m not Blake. I can’t fall for all of my friends. Just saying.











