I’m so depressed and lonely and it’s a really fucking stupid feeling. I feel lonely even in a group of people. Especially in a group of people actually. I just hate this superficial shit. Everybody is superficial. And I take note of the stupid stuff I say when I’m talking to people.. I talk about things that have no actual relevence to life..theirs or mine. I just want to slap EVERYBODY and be like SERIOUSLY?! You would CONSIDER having a job where’d you make lots of money in 3 weeks and then get high/drunk constantly for a couple months and then complete the routine again. I mean, HELL, I’d love that! Who wouldn’t? But you’re considering actually DOING that? And seriously live a life of nothingness….
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:26:54 PM): cappuccinoooooooo
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:26:59 PM): yummm
NoShoesGirl08 (4:27:16 PM): i wish cappaccino would make me happy
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:27:37 PM): Yea, my sweet tooth got me
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:27:41 PM): I got a caramello too
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:27:43 PM): I’m simple.
NoShoesGirl08 (4:27:44 PM): wow
NoShoesGirl08 (4:27:51 PM): i used to be simple like that
NoShoesGirl08 (4:27:53 PM): no
NoShoesGirl08 (4:27:54 PM): no i didn’t
NoShoesGirl08 (4:28:00 PM): i pretended i was
LoveBloodMusic08 (4:28:03 PM): yea
Jeska and I sat up until 6 this morning talking to random people in AIM chats. =] And I felt simple. And happy. And then I woke up this morning. Let’s consult my horoscope to see what I can do today..
“Your professional life is getting lighter and brighter, but you can expect things to get hot and heavy in your personal life! This is something you have been waiting for, and you are more than ready to take advantage of it. Call up your sweetie or your crush and plan something social with them as soon as possible. They are in this phase too, and when the two of you get together the energy will be palpable. Where you are going may not be clear, but it’s clear you are going there together.”
Ughh i’m about to die..
and then pick myself up and start again.
And then take a shower!
And then hopefully see Rusty and Eric ^_^
Xanga 
Groups of people are scary and impersonal.
Some Rusty and Eric time will be good for you. =]
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This is gonna suck, I can assure you that. I can also assure you you will come have to keep going and eventually you won’t be depressed. I just can’t assure you when that is. I’m here for you. Talk to me, I’ll listen, I’ll talk when I’m suppose to, and make fun of the stalker guy when you need me to.
I love you girl with my heart.
“I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.”
^music could cure cancer.
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