http://www.revelife.com/revelife/691402296/advice-needed-im-close-to-abandoning-the-christian-faith/
I kissed this guy tonight…randomly. So so stupid. Eww, I made such gross mistakes. I don’t understand why I can’t be perfectly happy making good decisions. *shrugs* Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol.
Georgia is going to be so much fun! I’m also spending a couple weeks in Illinois this summer. It’s going to be amazing. I’m going to have so much fun with Dawn! I need to spend time with that girl. She’s one of the people that have always held me together. She’s like duct tape ^_^ Speaking of, I stole some of that from the ATO house tonight! Haha! And I smell like fire.
“If the whole universe has no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as, if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning.”
C.S. Lewis
Gorgeous, I miss you. I will always miss you.
I love spending time with Jeska during the week -and- on the weekends. Maybe we put off working out constantly, go to Taco Bell too much, party instead of studying and spend all our cash on cigarettes. But when it comes down to it, she’s my happiness. And that’s worth it all.
School seriously kills my soul. Tomorrow is my Psych test. Friday is my history test.
And I miss Roy more than I could ever express to him. Or anybody. Whenever college started, he was without a doubt the only person I could talk to. Where did he go?






hold on tight. 🙂
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cute..
how i feel: if i can’t hear your heartbeat, you’re too far away.
too bad, he’s like 901581095 thousand miles away.
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You are my heart. The simplest way I can put it.
Who the fuck did you kiss??? lol
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omg…I can’t believe I just commented on this in your account…my bad.
Jeska loves you ^_^
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