I have to memorize my Physics words in 2.5 seconds.

Joao wrote me 🙂 I owe him 96 dollars by the day before V-Day. *shrugs* Anybody wanna pitch in?

Roy is so different.. I’m so proud of him…so so so so so proud.

I’m pretty unhappy.

I’m going to quit smoking now.

Jeska is making my bed so I can sleep. What would I do without her?

I never lose weight anymore. Or exercise. No biggy though.

Bullshark, I’ve missed my real friends. Primm, Jeff & Roy make me happy.

I’ll never leave you, you’re still my number one forever.

Rawr. I love you.

I’m applying to Francis’. So shut up.

I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you’re looking at me like I’m nuts. I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. –When Harry Met Sally

Where’s MY movie romance love forever?

So thiss….has been quite a weekend. Friday, I spent the evening with Jess. After I went to my doctor’s appointment and got a super HORRID shot..actually TWO of them! (I almost CRIED!) lol. We watched some movies and she got really sick&& fell asleep. So I called Jeff and we spend some good ole time together. I’d missed him.

Mardi Gras..was very cold. I didn’t catch much and this punk kid kept stealin’ my stuff. Oh yeah, this one kid who wasn’t my little brother got caught theftin’ something at the store. I wanted to take up for him because the crazy lady was basically attacking him with accusations and threats!

My best friend asked me if I was a lesbian. Thanks for that one.

I looooooove boys. 🙂

I’m thinking about a tongue piercing! How about THAT? So finish ears, lip&& tongue and then I’ll quit destroying my beautiful body.

My favorite part of the weekend was singing Tatu &&HIM & dancing w/ Jeska, Jody & Fish!!!!! =]

And I love waking up next to people I love after crazy nights.

You know..maybe God doesn’t put people in your life that are good for you.. He puts people there for you to work with.. relationships take work. Every single one of them.

I hate alcohol.

I miss Amber.

If you ever did believe that I was sane, don’t read this. =]

A lot of really weird shit has been going on..and so, last night about 1 am, me and Jeska headed out. We had about 10 dollars of gas in the car and we just went. We ended up at our Waffle House eating greasy food and listening to Elvis at the Waffle House. 🙂 After all that, we just got really tired and we didn’t know what to do, so we called everybody we could think of. The only person we didn’t call was Rusty because I was really upset with him. “He’s the reason I’m IN this predicament!” And so anyway…I called Megan and asked her to find me and Jeska somewhere to crash. About five seconds after that, Rusty calls and sleepily told us to come to his house. So, reluctantly, we did.

About 5:25, me and Jeska decided to head home after I sweatily peeled off of them both (and slapped her tattoo. (I’m so sorry baby!)) So, we left and were backing up because we missed a turn and all of a sudden, we’re in a ditch. Yes, a ditch. What to do, what to do…I called Rusty. “Please don’t laugh, we’re in a ditch and we need you.” So he came out and looked around, but he didn’t have a chain, so he couldn’t do anything. This dog shows up and we all SCREAMED.. and then this man follows him. He turns out to be a lifesaver, the best man ever. He brought a chain, but the car was on top of this culvert and it was going to break a bunch of stuff, so we couldn’t pull it out. We had to end up calling the wrecker people. *cries* Rusty had to go to work, so we stayed at this Motorcycle Shop for like an hour by ourselves. I called Will and he showed up with some $$ to pay the towing guy. (Thank GOD because I had like what..10 dollars.) Will stayed with us until we got out and about seven thirty or eight. A cop showed up, but she didn’t get a ticket. We were so scared. ;_;

It was the weirdest night of my life. Most of it seriously had me either laughing or almost at tears. I spent the rest of the day fighting with Rusty (but we’re better.) And sleeping with Jeska. We slept from 8:45/9:00 – 11:11 and then from like 5-11. And now she’s reading a magazine she’s read 20,000 times and I’m freezing my legs off. Mm, smoke hoodie. =]

So, I guess when it all comes down to it, friends always come through for you. Rusty woke up for us at 3 am and let us in, he woke up with us at 5 to leave, he came and helped us as much as he could, he was late to work for us. Will came and sat with us in the cold, he paid us out of our demise, he never left us. Thank you guys. 

Me & Jeska are the queen screw-ups… O.o You gotta love it.

I’ll never grow up 🙂

So life has had its ups and downs lately.

Two of my very close guy friends have totally had me tripping out. So, I’ve actually been pretty pissy lately. I just don’t know how to react to stuff like that..and both of them at the same time..gosh! Just not exactly what I was hoping for during this new year. But it’s all cool.

I ate at Bennigan’s tonight with Justin Carr, Penguin & Jeska! Plus, Kateland and Amanda came to see me..it was the best! I love my girls so much! So GREAT TIME! Except, I got this stupid fried sandwich w/ powdered sugar.  Diiisssgusting. Silly Jeska and her eating habits.

I thought I was going to die on the way home. I was literally beginning to send out ‘I love you’ text messages. 😛

“I wouldn’t want to stay with a bisexual girl” “Why?” “She might come on to you.” “Thanks, but I think I can take care of myself.”

We went to Grayson Baptist today for testing and we’re going back tomorrow. It was so weird sitting in the family life center..just chillin’ like old times. Whenever I walked through the doors, nostalgia hit me pretty hard. But even looking back, I don’t miss him like I used to. xD

I didn’t get to exercise today. I goofed off for a while which included running around, but no exercising. I can’t wait to start our gym 🙂 We’re getting the ab lounger, gazelle, bike, treadmill, arm & leg weights and exercise ball. Also, we’re thinking about putting some mats and a tv out there so we can use the Pilates dvds! ^_^ I’m so excited.

Omigosh, if one more person tells me that I’m changing, I’ll probably slit my throat and then you’ll think changing.

I need a job. I will do basically anything besides work at Sonic or Kayes. ❤ I’ll babysit your kids, walk your dogs, clean your room, wtc ever dude.

Broken hearts and shattered dreams;

Tears streaming down her face.

No one really knows the extent of the pain.

She’s dying on the inside dying for a way out of this place.

Never looking back, she just wants to leave this town.

I don’t know what you’d like to achieve during our rough patch, so to speak.

Went out to eat with Catfish, Penguin, Jessica, Jody, Carr, Ashley, Peigen, Kolter, Jeska & Jeff. ^_^ I think Jeska enjoyed it. Then, me, Jess, Jeff, Penguin & Fish went to Jeska’s and ate ice cream. 🙂 I loveeeee those kids a bunch. Jeska’s flowers were absolutely gorgeous!!! She ended up staying with me && we kept up the tradition. And I love her so much! XD

Write Essay   Write Article   Do Big Sisters   Get firewood   Study for Calc  (Oh yeah, 94!) Go to school

Where’d ya go? I miss you so.. 

Happy Birthday, Jeska Lyn 🙂

Finally the big 1-8. I bet it feels amazing. You know, eighteen year olds like conquer the world and stuff ^_^ It’s so funny that you’re finally eighteen and can go do things we’ve been talking about since we were twelve. I feel so honored to still be considered not only your friend, but your best friend after all of these years!! You’re my best friend, my sister, my heart. Happy birthday, boyfriend.

I need you like a heart needs a beat ❤

You saw me crying in the chapel.
The tears I shed were tears of joy
I know the meaning of contentment
Now I am happy with the Lord –“Crying in the Chapel”

31 Years since the passing of Elvis Presley and still, on his birthday, a large number of devoted fans make their way to his home to celebrate the day Elvis and all of his talent was brought into this world and to pay their respects for the life that we so dearly miss. Today, Elvis Aaron Presley would’ve been 72 years old.

Elvis Presley is the best selling solo artist In U.S. History
Elvis charted more songs on Billboard’s Hot 100 than any other artist. (149)
Elvis spent more weeks at the top of the charts than any other artist. (80)
Elvis had the greatest number of consecutive #1 hits. (10)
Elvis is second only to the Beatles in total of #1 hits. (18)

No wonder they called him the King!

Hey now, if your baby leaves you,
And you got a tale to tell.
Just take a walk down lonely street
To heartbreak hotel. –“Heartbreak Hotel”

I wonder if youre lonesome tonight
You know someone said that the worlds a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why Ill never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But Id rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and Im standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you wont come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down. –“Are You Lonesome Tonight?”